Remedy Book: 5

30-Spaces

The spaces between us
Keep getting deeper
It’s harder to reach her
Even though I've tried
Spaces between us
Hold all our secrets
Leaving us speechless
And I don’t know why
-Spaces-One Direction.
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This is Jemmy's new theme song kay? Also its that time of the year again where every chapter is named after a 1D song (Endy Above^)
xCouis
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Flawsy's P.O.V

"How about this one?" I asked holding a shirt to my body. It was a white one with a black skull on it.

"I don't know, can you just hurry so we can go to the mall?" Endy asked. "Yeah yeah." I replied brushing her off. Endy told me that now that im out of the house Shes the one that has to take care of the twins all the time now and that she missed me, so I convinced dad to take care of his own children so we could hang out get her out of the house.

"I love your new house, its gorgeous. How does your sugar daddy aford all this?" She asked. I rolled my eyes. "His family has money, and its not like that! Id rather him not pay for me and Brysons things but he insists. Plus we've never had sex."

"What really?" She asked. I nod. "Wow so hes a big change from Rushing." She laughed. "Yeah, big difference."

Brandon walked into the room with Bryson in his arms.

"Hey babe he's hungry." Brandon told me. I smiled. "When is he not?" I asked as I took Bryson into my arms. I began breastfeeding him wich I still find extremely awkward to do infront of people.

I sat on my bed leaning on my headboard, Endy sat across from me.

"Ill leave you too alone." Brandon said walking out.

"So how are things at home?" I asked. "Same ole same ole, Dads always quiet and moms never there. The only difference is that there is four kids instead of six."

She looked down at the blanket, fumbling witg loose threads. I could tell something was bothering her she just didn't want to say it.

"Can you be in love with both a boy and a girl?" She asked. "Depends what the situation is." I replied.

"Well I have this friend, she has a boyfriend and she's in love with him. He makes her feel special, like she actually means something in this world. But she met this girl at a dance. They really hit it off as friends, then the girl kissed her and everything changed. Now my friend is confused." She exclaimed.

"Does this friend happen to be you?" I asked readjusting Bryson. She looked up at me.

"What? No!" She argued. "You know Endless, Its okay to be bi." I told her. "I know." She said.

"Whats your boyfriends name?" I asked.

"Ian." She replied.

"And this girl you met?" I asked.

"Elizabeth."

"What'd you like about them?" I asked.

"Well my heart and mind love Ian but my mind loves Elizabeth."

"So your heart loves Guys but your mind loves Girls?" "Yeah its crazy!"

I laughed as I began to burp Bryson.

"No darling its fine! If thats who you are then thats how you should be! You're almost thirteen, this is the time where you start deciding who you are."

She shrugged.

"I guess."

I sighed.

"Okay let me get Bryson ready and we can go." I said. "Hes coming?" "Yeah Brandons got school, plus im his walking food supply so he kinda has to come."

"Does he cry a lot?" She asked. "No Endy, he sleeps all the time." I said. "Wow he really is your child." She laughed. I rolled my eyes.

¤At The Mall¤

"Pick what you like, ill buy it for you." I told her. "I don't know what I want.." she said. "Ill but you new outfits, you gotta stop dressing like a librarian." "And you've got to stop being an exactly like your mother."

I rolled my eyes pushing Brysons stroller along.

"I wear black tees and black pants." She said.

"Exactly why not try floral dresses or some white skirts with black tops. Show off your Incredible legs." I told her.

I saw Endy staring at a girl. "What about this store?" I asked looking at her. She was stuck in a daze, like she just saw a celebrity.

"Is that her?" I asked. She nods.

I saw a girl with long midnight black hair, her lip was pierced with a hoop and she was wearing a band tee with black skinnh Jeans, simular to Endy's outfit.

She was holding hands with a blonde girl who was wearing a yellow sundress.

"Whos the other girl?" I asked. I saw tears in Endy's eyes as she shrugged. "Aww End." I said taking her into my embrace as she sobbed. "Shh...she isnt worth it End, plus you have a boyfriend who loves you."

She sighed. "I guess."

"Okay screw a new wardrobe, ill buy you what ever clothes you want, then we need to go to the baby store then ill take you to taco bell okay?" I asked. She laughed. "Okay." She wiped her eyes and we continued walking into some scary hot topic store.

Emmy's P.O.V

"Mommy!" Remmy whined stretching her arms up so I'll pick her up. I did so and carried her into the living room where Joey was sitting with Miry.

"There is our other halfs." He said to Miry. "Daddy." She giggled as he tickled her.

"These are our last babies Joey." I frowned. "Unless..." he smiled. "No these are the last ones." I said. "Im only joking." He replied.

I put Remmy down on the ground as Joey did the same with Remmy.

He looked over at me and I attached my lips to his.

"I love you so much." He whispered. "Ditto." I replied.

He smiled. "The house is quiet where is everyone?" He asked. "Matty is at soccer like always. Endy is with Flawsy and that just leaves us and the twins." I told him.

"How about we put the twins down for nap and we can catch up." He kissed my neck and I nodded. "Sounds great."

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A/N: meeeerrr this chap is shit