She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
-Panic! At The Disco-Time To Dance
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Older version of how I picture Miry and Remmy is at the top.^^ (Miry on the Left, Remmy on The Right)
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Emmy's P.O.V
2 week Time Skip~~
I woke up in my own bed, In my home, with Miry, Remmy, and Matty who had forgiven me.
Joey was still in new york. He'd probably be there for a while.
I sighed getting up out of bed. Every day I was working to become a better person.
Flawsy was staying with her new friends she made. She said she felt happiest there.
Joey hasn't even texted me to ask How the kids are. Matty keeps asking about him, I don't really answer.
Matty, Remmy, and Miry have never been without Joey before so I knew this would be weird for them.
I missed him in all honesty.
A knock on my door came while I was getting dressed. I through on a shirt and went to answer it.
It was Darcy.
"Hey... You got out?" I asked. She nods. "I barely survived in that hell hole Emmy."
I didn't think rehab was that bad at all.
"Im sorry, why are you here?" I asked. "I was wondering if you had any pills."
"Look Darcy, Im trying to stay away from that shit."
"Thats understood."
"You should stay away from it too!" I said.
"I've been around it my whole life. Since I was little I've always been exposed to drugs and alcohol thanks to the dysfunctional family I toured with." She told me.
"Do you want Jason to be exposed to that?" I asked. She shook her head. "No I dont." She told me.
There was a pause.
"I want him to have a dad Em.."
"Neither of us can help that he doesn't... have you been daiting anyone?" I asked.
She scoffs.
"This one twenty three year old guy I grew up with, not much daiting more fucking around."
Darcy was younger than me, her parents were probably my age.
"Cool.." I said. "So you don't have pills for me?"
"No."
Then she left. Just like that. I probably see her again. To be honest I didn't really care.
Flawsys P.O.V
Me and Brandon were laying on his couch just talking and cuddling. No we weren't together, as much as id like to be I don't think its best. I don't want to force a child on him.
"Why are you so perfect?" He asked. "Good Sex." I laughed. He laughed too. "You're more than that ya know. And ya mean more to me than sex. I don't want ya for that Flawsy. "
"I know. Its just I've been used that way." I said. "Flawless who's the dad?" He asked drawling patterns on my stomach.
"His name is Rushing..." I said. "Wait that kid that sleeps with Lindsey?"
I nod tears welling up in my eyes.
"He's the one that cheated on you and almost raped you?"
I nod un able to speak.
"He doesn't need to show his face here ever again."
"Brandon, you don't have to do that, plus Lindsey seems to take a liking in him." I say.
"Flawsy, Lindsey is a whore, she taked a liking to everyone." He laughs.
Then it hit me. Lindsey was the girl I saw in Rushings room that time I had a dream about Cherry. They must have been seeing eachother for awhile.
"Flawsy I know you haven't known me for awhile but I want to be here for you and this baby, I want to be a father figure. I don't think that dick deserves it at all."
"I could never ask you to do that Brandon. You shouldn't have to take responsibility for something I did. My accident shouldn't be your accident to."
"Maybe I want It to be my accident." He said. "Please." He gave me the cutest pouty face I've ever seen. "What if we don't work out?" "I still want this child." He told me. "Really?" I asked. He nodded "Really."
I sighed.
"Okay. But promise me something." "What?"
"Please don't give up on him, I don't want this child to grow up with parents that give up."
"I couldn't even imagine it." He said kissing my forhead.
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A/N:
Okay so more Jemmy drama is coming soon I promise. Thanks to GodessOfWattpad for giving me some ideas and creating a character for this story!
Also I love Brandon Hes my bae
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