Remedy Book: 5

11-Daylight

she's got a method of killing

Pulling you in like you're gonna start kissing

Fooling around until you've lost all feeling

Sucking your blood until your heart stops beating

-Daylighy-5sos

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Emmy's P.O.V

"Emmy. What a pleasent suprise." Sawyer laughed as he opened the door.

I walked into his house. A house that use to be a place where I was always staying. Where you could find me if you needed something. (If you ask her she'll say "Thats where you'll find me" (;)

"Is anyone here?" I asked. "No just me.. Rushing is with Friends and Melina took the baby to the doctor to get a check up or something i-"

I cut him off by pressing my lips to his in a deep kiss we shared.

He pulled away.

"What are you doing?" He asked. "Im not sure..."

"Emmy...you know I don't have feelings for you anymore right?" He asked. "What?" I replied confused. "I don't want you, Im happy with Mel and my family. I told you this on your wedding day, that I was over you."

I looked at him blankly.

"Yea you're right Im sorry.." I whispeared.

"Are you and Joey fighting?" He asked. I shrugged. "More like drifting apart." "Look Emmy, Im not going to be your rebound." He told me." You dont have to be. I never said you were."

"You only seem to come to me when Joey won't cum for you." He said. I rolled my eyes. "Thats not true." I said. "Okay." He laughed. I knew it was true though, even though I wanted to deny it.

I heard the door close and the sound of heels clicking against the wood floor.

"Im back." Melina's voice rang through the house. She was dressed in a long black skirt and a white top and black heels. She dreesed to impress these days.

"Oh hey Emmy." She gave me an awkward smile. "Hi."

"Emmy was just leaving?" Sawyer asked. "Uhm yeah. Call me if Rushing ever decides hes going to be involved in the childs life or not." I said, lying about what me and Sawyer were really talking about.

"What child?" Melina asked. Im guessing they didn't tell her.

"Well babe, Rushing kind of sort of got Flawless pregnant." Sawyer shuttered. "What?" She asked. "Oh god Emmy, im so sorry."

"Oh no its totally okay, except for the fact he wants nothing to do with my daughter anymore."

"He will be in that babys life, I can promise you that." She said. I smiled lightly. She smile back. I could feel the awkwardness in the room so I left. walking back home to face Joey once again.

*3 1/2 months later*

Flawsy's P.O.V

I was getting dressed to go to a doctor's appointment. I was figuring out the gender today.

I couldn't find anything to wear That'd fit me though. Mom wasn't here, then again here lately she never was. I took care of her kids while she was probably whoring it up at some bar with her new friends. I didn't mind much though, I loved Miry and Remmy.

I heard a knock on my window. I turned to see Rushing. I smiled a little and went to open it.

"Hi..." I said. "Hi.." he replied. "I was wondering if I could possibly come with you to this doctors appointment?"

"Finally wanting to step up to the plate Hartman?" I asked. "I look across the street and see you getting ready in your room every morning. Ive seen the way you're belly has grown and Its made me think, maybe having a kid won't be so bad."

I smiled at him.

"You can come... we have to take Miry and Remmy though, no ones home and I cant afford to pay for them to go to daycare today, I'm saving up for my own kid not my moms."

"That's fine." He said.

In got Miry and Remmy and put them in their car seats.

"Moma." Miry babbled. "Im sorry baby Moma isnt here." I said as I continued to buckle her up. "Moma" she whined reaching out for me.

"I think she's calling you mom Law." Rushing told me. "What?" "When was the last time they seen your mom?" He asked. "Idk maybe like Monday." "That was a week ago." He told me.

"They don't see your mom anymore so you're taking care of them, they see you as mom now and they're to young to understand."

I started tearing up again. That was so fucked up. I don't know if I was crying cause my mom was piece of shit or the fact that my pregnancy hormones are getting the better of me but I was bawling.

"Moma sad?" Miry asked. Remmy looked at Miry confused. "Not moma." She told her.

Miry wasn't really listening.

I finished buckling them up before getting in the passenger side, letting Rushing drive.

"Im sorry I cried." "Its okay."

He reached over and grabbed my hand pulling it into his. We Intertwined our fingers and he kissed the back of my hand.

"Im sorry." He whispeared.

"So fucking Sorry."

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A/N: So this Chappy was kinda sad...

Sorry updates have been slow ive been busy.

xCouis