Remedy Book: 5

13-Everywhere Everything

Hey Aphrodite

Don't you see me standing in your sunrise

Soaking up your daylight

'Cause I know your smile will last for a while

But I need you more and more each day

'Cause I hear your voice cut through the noise

-Everywhere Everything-This Century.

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Emmy's P.O.V

"Im not leaving." He told me. "You do what I say!" I told him. He laughed, "Emmy just except the fact that not everything can go your way." He said.

He walked over to me till our faces were so close that our noses brushed together.

"Princesses don't always get their way."

"I know, that's why I'm queen."

He laughed once more. I kissed him.

I know this seems twinsted and its one of those "Woah! This escalated quickly." Moments. But I kissed him because I was tired of him toying with my emotions. I loved him, always have, always will.

Joey was the missing puzzle piece I needed, but maybe I wasn't his. Maybe his puzzle piece was still walking upon this earth in search for him. Maybe I don't have another half to my whole, maybe I don't deserve one. Maybe I can't find him so I settle for Joey and I end up holding him back from the one who loves him.

Or maybe Joey and I were two puzzle pieces that matched up perfectly together.

He kissed me back, He wanted this just as much as I did. He wanted me just as bad as I wanted him.

"Im. Sorry." He said inbetween kisses I shook my head signaling that it didn't matter. All that matter was us two and this moment that seemed to be perfect.

He pushed me back lightly so I fell upon our bed. I didn't know how I felt, how was I suppose to feel?

He kissed down my body, taking off every article of clothing that was in his way. I felt like my body was a playground for many men, not just him. I felt like his body was an addiction for many women, not just me.

I didnt know if he'd fuck me, make love me, or just leave me hanging here.

His hands roamed my body as mine removed his clothes.

He was beautiful, I always thought so. When I was little I wanted to marry someone as beautiful as him, that's the onlything I did that I planned.

He slid himself into me slowly at first.

"Shocked you aren't as loose as usual." I laugh a little even though I'm sure that was suppose to be offensive.

I didn't reply. I was basically letting him fuck me with no restrictions. And to be honest with you all

It was the best feeling I've ever felt in awhile.

Flawsy's P.O.V

I laid down on my bed I smiled up at the ceiling.

I realized Endy was in here.

"Why are you in here?" I asked her. She shrugged. "Im just bored I guess...I was seeing if you had a top for me to wear tonight." I said.

I looked at her confused.

"Where are you going?" I asked. "Out." "With?" "Friends." "Where?"

She sighed.

"A concert, any further questions?" "Yes who the hell is taking you?"

She didn't answer me.

"Endless?" "Some guys..." she told me. Now that Cherry was....gone. I was a lot more protective of the younger siblings.

"Endy, you're ten and you're riding around with guys that can already drive??" I asked her. "Ill be thirteen in a week." She said. "Really?"

She nods.

"Oh..."

"Plus it's Ellen's older brother. We will be fine. Hes your age, goes to your school."

I made out with him in front of Rushing once.

"Im aware of who he is, just stay safe End."

She looks through my drawers for a shirt that use to fit me.

"You know those moments when you're in a store and you see a rack of keychains with names on them. You search and search for your name but you never find it because your parents named you something so stupid that no one would ever put it on a keychain. So you kind of feel like you don't matter at all. You're non existent because no one cares what your name is."

"Beyoncé has a song called Flawless so I'm kind of perfect." I reply.

"Who could ever love a girl named Endless?" She asked. "How could anyone love a Whore named Emmy or a bitch named Cherish, or an easy slut named Flawless. I mean honestly Flawless sounds like a stripper name....Endy are you having boy problems?"

"More like people problems."

"Are you really going to a concert tonight?" He asked. She shook her head. "Ellen's brother bought her Alcohol. Ellen always finds her name on keychains. Shes perfect."

Endy was a pretty girl. Long blonde curly hair and sea green eyes. She was as skinny as my pinky finger and very intelligent.

"Endy, you're twelve. You're age is still on the clock, meaning you dont have time to worry about boys cause you have all the time in the world to live it up!"

She smiled.

"Im going to let you go drink, I won't tell mom and dad." I said. "Really?"

"Yes Really. Plus I think they've been ignoring us for sex for the last three days so I don't want to walk in there and Interrupt whatever.." I said.

She laughed. "Thanks Flawsy, you're the best." "I know." I said.

"So, Niece or Nephew?" She asked me. "Nephew."

"Layden."

"Layden?"

"Yeah I like it."

"Does Rushing like it?"

"Does that matter?"

"Guess not." She laughed.

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A/N: A FUGKING SUCK ASS CHAPTER IM SO SORRY OMF

xCouis