Remedy Book: 5

14-Fair Weather Fans

I really can't believe that I'm here right now. I'm hanging on an airplane

Falling through the airwaves, In the clouds

I never ever want to touch the ground I'm walkin' on a tight rope, Searching for the right note. Play that sound

-Ronnie Radke-Fair Weather Fans

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Emmy's P.O.V

I feel like everytime I write the story always begins with 'I woke up.'

But its something I do everyday so once again I woke up. Once again I woke up naked with no one next to me. It was still dark ourside so I figured it was around six a.m.

I remember the days when Joey would lay with me for hours on in talking about marriage and kids and a big house in the middle of no where.

Things never go as planned. Now Joey just fucks me and leaves to fuck another whore at 6:30.

I felt used to be completely honest.

My thoughts were interrupted by footsteps walking into the room. Joey appeared with pancakes and Milk on a tray.

"Oh, you're up." He smiled. "Hi." I said. "Hey."

"I thought I'd make you breakfast before I had to go to the set." He told me. "Thank you, you didn't have to do that."

"I wanted to." He told me. "Ill see you tonight yea?" He asked. I nod. He pecks my lips and leaves.

I eat the food and get dressed. It was around Eight and I heard crying coming from the oldest childs room. I walk into her room. She was crying in her sleep.

"Flawsy. Flawless my darling wake up."I said shaking her.

"Huh? Mom?" "Are you okay you were crying in your sleep."

"Oh... sorry I was having a weird dream?" "Its probably a pregnancy symptom, are you okay?" I asked. She nods.

"Okay well go back to bed, you and the little boy need some sleep." I smiled.

"He's kicking like crazy now." She smiled softly. "Exciting isn't it?"

She nods.

"Mom were excited with your pregnancies?" "Not really. More scared until Matty came along then I guess it was excitement." I shrugged.

"Im excited." She smiled softly.

"School starts soon.." I told her. "Im not going." She told me. "Law you can't drop out." I told her. "Ill go online."

I sighed.

"Flawsy...."

"Mom there is nothing to worry about I promise I won't become like you."

Ouch. Alright...

"Right cause who would want to be me right?"

She brushed her teeth and turned her bathroom light out.

"Okay im going over to Rushings, ill be home later." "Be responsible Flawless." I told her. "Im already pregnant, what more can I do?" She asked.

"I never thought you'd be the one kid to fuck up Law."

Flawsy's P.O.V

What the fuck?? The kid to fuck up really? Maybe I fucked up because I didn't have the best role model in life. I remember being around three or four and mom being pregnant with Endy, It was the first time I've seen her like that.

I thought it was amazing, how she had a baby in her stomach. I was a strange child. But I looked up to her, i wanted to be like her.

But when I was around nine and mom got pregnant with Matty, Cherry over heard her talking on the phone with someone about how the baby probably isn't dads, that none of probably were. She was crying her eyes out and thats when my veiw point changed.

I was so mad I walked away from Cherry, she kept listening more interested in mom fucking up than me being mad as hell.

I realised she was nothing more than a slut with good looks and a lot of money. (Yeah if yall haven't catched on after 5 books they're rich, Emmy has always been rich lmao. Thats why Cherry and Flawsy are so popular and Emmys house is pretty big.)

I promised myself that day that Id look like her, have her confidence, and a bit of her bitchyness for people that deserve it, but I would never ever turn out like her.

"Wow thanks..." I said walking out.

Rushing and his family moved from across the street to 15 minutes away. I look at the house across the street and feel empty inside.

I got into my car. My breaths were heavy. I was four and half months pregnant and felt like I was about to pop. Pregnancy was going to kick my ass.

I drove to Rushings. When I got there I looked at their new house, it was beautiful. It was white and had big windows and a big pool behind it.

I knocked on the door and waited for an answer. Melina answered.

"Hey Flawsy." She smiled "Hi is Rushing home?" I asked. She nods, "Upstairs."

"Hows the baby?" She asked me before I got to the stairs. I put a hand on my stomach. "He's good. I feel him moving, no kicks yet though." I said.

"Thats good."

I walked upstairs before replying. I know it was rude but I had to tell Rushing about the dream I had last night that was eating my up inside.

I walked into his room.

"Rushing you'll never-" I stopped mid sentence to see a brunette girl straddling his waste and basically sucking his face off.

He pulled back from her and turned to me.

"Fuck." He muttered.

I didn't want to cry or scream or really do anything, so I left.

I was crying so hard on the drive home that I had to pull over. He was cheating on me. I was stupid to think that Hed actually cared.

I wonder if this is how Cherry felt whenever she found him with someone else, she'd always come crying to me saying he wanted her to have threesome with him and some other twig bitch or he'd get her so drunk then fuck her till she was numb.

Then again Rushing said she was whore and slept with other people behind his back too.

I didn't know who played the bad guy in this story.

The dream I had was about Cherry, she was talking to me. Calling me a slut for getting pregnant by her stoner boyfriend and deep down I knew she was right, I was a slut.

I did a terrible thing.

I started driving again and eventually made him home. I went to the bathroom to pee and saw blood. I started crying again.

"Mom!" I yelled. I felt a sharp pain in my stomach.

Could this day possibly get any worse?

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A/N: fuck you Rushing and fuck all the sluts you sleep with! HOW MANY BABY MAMAS YOU GOT SON???

fu so done with yo shit Rushing Hartman -.- disappointment.

xCouis