Remedy Book: 5

5-Shirtsleeves

I still taste salt water
On my lips from your kiss, bitterness
And I'll drown within the oceans you made
And I hate to love you, these cuffs are covered in your make up
I'll never trust you again
You can just be a friend
-Shirtsleeves-Ed Sheeran
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Flawsy P.O.V

"Great my monsters home." I groaned. "Your mom isn't that bad." My best friend, Alexa laughed. "Live with her, then we will talk."

I walked my home with Alexa close behind me.

"Mom Alexa is here." I said just as she was walking through the living room.  "Is she staying for dinner?" she asked. I looked over at Alexa and she shrugged "Sure thanks." she smiled warmly twoards mom.

"Okay we will be in my room if you need something." I said grabbing Alexa and walking away.

"How come you didn't inherit your mothers chest?" she asked. I don't know what her facination was with breast, she thinks they make girls look flattering. Yes she is straight.

"I did. I just didn't have six kids and currently breastfeeding." I told her.

She sat on my bed.

"No you don't have six kids, but you sure have had sex enough times to have em. Jesus Flawsy, your trash can is filled with condoms." she chuckled lightly.

"Is that what those are?" I asked. "Kinda, whos the guy?"

I looked at her blankly before turning back to my closet.

"Please don't tell me its Rushing."

I just shrug.

"Law, he will use and abuse you just like he does every girl, just like he did your sister."

I look back to her.

"He's different... He's changed. He's trying to be a better person."

"Wow you believe that crap?" she asked. I just shrug again. "I guess."

"Your mom would bury him alive if he knocked you up."

"Yeah she'd due the same if he even touches me, but what she doesn't know won't hurt her right?" I asked.

"Flawsy, Life with Rushing Hartman isn't going to be white picket fences and blonde hair blue eyed children, you know that don't you? You're sixteen and think you'll be with him forever when really he doesn't want that."

"I wish everyone would leave me alone with this shit, hes perfect and maybe he does want that, you don't know him Alexa."

"I know enough."

Her phone went off.

"My step dads here, I have to go." she said. Her mom just got re married along with having a baby. Her step dad was rich and traveled a lot for his job, mainly to Florida.  "Ill walk you to the door." 

"Mom Alexa is leaving." I said. "Why? I thought she was staying." "Yeah I'm sorry, something came up."

There was a knock on the door. Mom rushed to answer it.

"Eric..?" She asked. "Emmy? Hey its been awhile."

"You know eachother?" Alexa asked. "Flawsy never told me you were her mom." "I didn't think it was important." I mumbled.

"Small world." Mom said. "I should've guessed Shes just as beautiful as you."

I felt a blush creep onto my cheeks, I got that way whenever someone complimented me.

"Yeah well it was nice to see you." Mom replied. "Yeah we'll definitely have to chat over coffee or something sometime, give me a call?"

Mom nodded before Alexa and her Step dad left.

"What the hell was that?" I asked. "Nothing.." "It didn't seem like nothing."

"Well it is, no need to worry about it okay?"

I rolled my eyes. "You slept with him." I said more as a statement then a question.

"It wasn't an affair or a Cheating thing because it was inbetween one of me and your fathers arguments, you weren't even thought of yet Flawsy so don't worry about it okay?"

I rolled my eyes again before walking away.