Safe Yet Sorry//Brendon Urie

Chapter 14

When we got into the car it was pretty awkward, we didn't speak to each other the whole ride. I was pretty happy when we pulled up to the tour bus. Without even looking over at Brendon, I unbuckled and got out of the car and went into the bus.

Maddy saw me and stood up right away, "Where the fuck did you guys go last night?" I ignored her and everyone else and went into my bunk. "What the fuck dude? Did you really just ignore me?"

Maddy was ready to come after me until Pete held her back, "Just leave her, we can talk to her later. First, we go talk to Brendon." Then I heard the bus door open and someone walking inside. "You and I are gonna have a talk bud," Pete said, so I assumed that he was talking to Brendon.

As soon as he said this I heard someone getting slapped and that was when I laid in bed. I didn't want to deal with anyone, I just wanted to go to sleep. My wish became true because not even ten minutes later I was asleep.

~Maddy's Point Of View~

Oh someones about to get fucked up, NO ONE takes advantage of my best friend like that. As soon as Pete spoke I slapped Brendon, "How fucking dare you! You have no right to just take her like that and scare the shit out of me! Watch now that you've fucked her, you're gonna leave and break her as everyone else does! Well, you know what! Leave, and just know I will always be there to fix what you did. Just like everyone else! You break her and we leave, we go home where she doesn't have to worry about stupid fake people like you!"

"Jesus Christ, shut up!" Brendon was rolling his eyes and trying to walk over to Kiana's bunk

"Oh fuck no, leave her alone you stupid bitch." I got right in the way so he couldn't go into the bunk.

"Brendon go sit the fuck down" Grayson was crawling out of Kiana's bunk and I looked at him with a confused look.

"Dude what's your issue?! I've literally done nothing wrong." Brendon went and sat on the couch and rolled his eyes.

"He has no idea what he is in for does he?" Frank sat next to Brendon and sighed knowing what this meant for everyone else.

"No he doesn't" Dallon had came into the conversation as well and now I was very confused, "Last time, he had been with Kiana before the Instagram live he told her she was a disgrace to life and no one wanted her. He was high and drunk off his mind so he wouldn't know." Dallon looked like he was drunk and smelled like it too, but I let him keep talking. "Brendon, you were too fucked up and piss as drunk to even remember that you saved her life and practically raised her for months on end! Who was driving her to school every morning? That was you! Who bought her food? You! Her parents were too busy buying homes in other states and abandoning their only child they had left that they forgot to even leave money for her to buy food and shit!" Dallon scoffed looking at Brendon who was now looking down and frowning. "I bet you remember now, don't you? Your dead best friends little sister needed saving and you saved her. You saved her life Brendon, no one else. I hope you remember walking in on her cutting her wrists open and wishing death upon herself. I hope you remember postponing the band's rehearsals just to make sure you took her with us, or even to go see our managers and go to important meetings. More importantly, I hope you remember what you had said to her when you were drunk and high off of your ass, the last time you saw each other." Frank was looking at me like he wanted me to step in but I couldn't and honestly, I wouldn't. "The look on her face was a look that I would have never had to see in my life if it hadn't been for you, so thank you for that."

That was when Pete got up and had Dallon go in the other room. I sat and stared at him with hatred in my eyes because I was the one who saved her when he did that. I didn't wanna believe that it was him I had to save her from. Then Dallon came back inside the room.

"And Brendon, I don't have to be the one who tells her but I'm telling her about Sarah. You are too much of a pussy to tell her you have been in a relationship and you have a fiance, well guess what, I'm gonna." Dallon was getting ready to say someelse but got interrupted

"W-what?.." Kiana was standing behind Dallon and Frank immediately stood and walked over to her.

~Kiana's Point Of View~

How could he, after all this time? I was nothing but loyal to him and he just cheated and threw me away like that. Everyone on Instagram was right, there was nothing I could give Brendon to satisfy him. He was Brendon Urie and he just stomped all over my heart and spat on it. I knew I was crying but I couldn't feel it. There was a difference between the two. I knew what I had to do, and I was gonna do it.

"ki-" I slapped him before he could even finish and went back to my bunk.

I immediately started to put my clothes into my suitcase, that was until I started to think about the fans and how we had a show today. So I took out my phone and went to instagram, I needed to tell my fans what is gonna happen after the next 2-3 shows. As soon as I turned on Instagram I immediately started to tear up, I was gonna disappoint a lot of people.

"Hey you guys, I wanted to come on here and tell you all that I'm only going to be doing the first three tour stops until I go back home. I know a lot of you are going to be upset and I can't really do much about that. What I am going to do, is anyone who wants to get a refund because I will not be there that is an offer." That was when Grayson and Maddy came walking in with Pete behind them.

"I will be going home with her and so will Gray. I know a lot of you guys wanted to see us and I'm so sorry that we just can't come." As Maddy talked Pete hugged me from behind and we kept talking to the fans.

As soon as the clock hit 4 pm we got off of Instagram and started to get ready for the show. Brendon kept looking at me but I wouldn't talk to him, instead, I put my headphones in and ignored him.