Safe Yet Sorry//Brendon Urie

Chapter 4

As soon as Brendon got my number he texted me

unknown number: "Do I need to come to your school and beat that bitch up as you did?" I chuckled nervously he saw the video and my life is over.

Me: Wait you actually saw that...?

Beebo: Yeah and I'm gonna tell you this only because I freaking love you already, imma come to your school to pick you up from school :p

Does he love me? wait I'm confused already...

Me: I brought my car today tho :(

Beebo: It's okay ill get an uber to your school. Which one is it?

Me: Gregsville high :) but you really don't have to come here

Beebo: I'm coming anyway cause I wanna meet you.

Me: Fine but you've been warned that all the fangirls are gonna be all over you

Beebo: You are the only one ill be taking pictures with or hugging

Me: If you say so Breadbin

As soon as he texted me saying he was coming to my school I got really nervous. What if he doesn't like me in person and leaves like the last guy...wait why am I worried about that. He and I aren't even a thing, oh my lord I just need to relax. My ADHD was kicking in and I didn't take medication for it so I went to my car in between the next period and the bell and smoked from my dab pen. I know that I should be taking actual medications for it but they don't work for me. So I went to the next class and sat down right as the bell rang loudly. Brendon started to send me random memes and shit and I couldn't stop fucking laughing so hard. God was I high. I noticed that he added me on Snapchat too so I added him back and sent him a selfie. You could tell I was high but I couldn't help it. Two seconds later he sent me something back, it was a selfie reading "Damn you're really cute :P" I giggled to myself and sent a black screen and typed a caption that read "Just like this black screen am I right?" After sending that I put my headphones in and listened to my music waiting for a response. I got one two minutes later "NOOOOOOOOOOO" it read with a bunch of mad faces I smiled and typed a black heart in the chat and typed "See you in 10 mins beebo"I smiled and started to clear all my running apps until he texted back in the chat "Okay beautiful" I was blushing hard, I mean he's only three years older than me.
   That's when my thoughts started to get to me. What if he was like everyone else...using me to get publicity...no he wouldn't do that. he has way more followers than I do. I finally snapped out of it and talked to some friends before the bell rang and school was officially out. As I walked down the hallway I saw the girl Laura I beat up earlier looking at me then my sight went black and I felt someone pick me up and then I heard their voice.

"Guess whoooo?" as they said that a bunch of girls started to scream and squeal and I knew exactly who it was.

"Beebo!" I squealed as he put me down and uncovered my eyes hugging me tightly "Jesus you scacared me to death!"

his chuckle was the best thing I've ever heard in my entire life. "Sorry I'm just so happy to meet you" right as he said that Laura walked into him on purpose

"Oops sorry." she giggled "Actually no I'm not" she flipped her hair and hit Brendon in the face with it

"Oh fuck no, come here bitch" I pulled Brendon behind me and grabbed her by her nasty blonde hair "You like that don't you, stupid bitch" I slammed her head into a locker and watched as she fell down "Don't get up until you apologize to Brendon for being a stupid ass cunt!" I was going back for more but Brendon pulled me back

"She isn't worth it Kiana, let it go.  Come on...please for me just lets go.." Brendon saw that I had nodded but the only reason I nodded so fast was that he was hurting my self-harm scars on my wrists. He let me go.

"I'm sorry Brendon.." Laura struggled but said it

"All I have to say to you is if you listen to my music or follow me on anything. Stop." with that Brendon took my hand and lead me outside to my car

"Fuck B that hurt.." I was rubbing my wrists as we got into my car, now that he and I are friends I guess I should be comfortable with showing him my scars and wounds so I rolled up my sleeves and checked to make sure one didn't reopen.

"Oh, fuck kiana...I'm so fucking sorry I didn't know...I'm so sorry.." he reached over and hugged me tightly. I actually hugged back because I really needed a hug right at that moment.

"I'll be okay Brendon don't worry about me.." I lied to him, but it was only because I didn't know what to do or say.

"Don't lie to me, I hate when people do that.." he pulled away and looked right into my eyes "You don't always have to be okay" He moved a piece of hair from my face "I'm here for you, no matter what happens I am always just a phone call or a text away." As I nodded he buckled his seat and I started my car. God was this car ride going to be hella awkward.