Safe Yet Sorry//Brendon Urie

Chapter 6

      As Brendon and Eva walked in they were talking about music and how it has effects on peoples lives. Me and Frank on the other hand were running around and attacking each other, that was until I pushed him into the pool.

"You are so going to regret that Ki!" he yelled, but even though I knew he was going to push me in I took off my pants and my shirt so I was in my undergarments and jumped into the pool. As I jumped in, I heard someone scream my name while I was under water.

As I came up from being submerged in the water I saw Frank cracking up and Eva shaking her head at the two of us "What? I pushed Frank in and before he could pull me in I jumped in. I ain't no little bitch."

"You two are literal children, what the hell am I going to do with you two?" she was laughing now.

When Brendon came out he just stared at me then looked at the ground. Obviously, Frank noticed and tapped on me, "Ki, I think he likes you..." his words were whispered and his breath was warm.

I shook it off and swam to the stairs. I hesitated but I then got out of the pool and grabbed my clothing from Eva "Thanks, love.." I immediately looked down embarrassed and went inside. As soon as I got to the staircase I ran up to my bedroom and shut the door. Why did everyone keep saying he liked me? We had just met and he probably only thinks I have a nice body to fuck around with. Every guy is like that and they always will be. I saw that Eva had already laid out an outfit for me to wear on my bet so I got into the shower.

     As i showered the warm water hit my body like cement. My anxiety was always an issue in my life but sometimes it made it hard to live a normal life. Right now was gonna be one of those times. I felt a little numb and just out of it. I showered and then i sat at my vanity. I immediately texted Eva 'Come upstairs please'.

Not even two minutes later she came into the bedroom "You okay?" she asked a bit worried

"I don't really know..." I started to tear up and she immediately locked my bedroom door

"Look at me for a second Ki." she spun my chair so I was facing her "tell me what you're thinking right now." Her eyes were so soft and her voice was so caring when she spoke.

"How ugly I am, how disappointed my parents probably are of me, how much I miss my brother right now.." I rarely ever talked about my brother but I needed to get this off my chest

"Your brother is in heaven right now, looking down on you and smiling. He thinks about how proud he is. He is proud that you took the lessons he taught you and put them to use. He's looking down on so many other people that he shakes his head at because he is ashamed of them, but you sure aren't one of them." She rubbed my cheek and smiled. "And as for you being ugly. You're so wrong. Name one time today that Brendon didn't smile and get lost in your eyes. Name one day that a boy you met rejected you because you didn't look a certain way. Name on time that you weren't there for me or for Frank." Eva sighed, when she spoke like this it reminded me of when they took me in and raised me for a year or two when my parents just up and left. They saved my life and I've saved theirs. I love them. "you are way more special than you think you are. Stop putting yourself down and just go with the flow. Have fun and be young. Tonight is about you and only you. Okay?" She smiled when I nodded and we hugged

"Thank you, I feel a lot better now" just as I said that there was a knock on my door

"It's Frank, me and brendon set everything up. Maddy and Olivia are here as well can I let them in?"

Eva smiled and opened the door and Maddy and Olivia came in "Yeah, we were just finishing up." Eva then kissed frank. "We did good on her" they spoke to each other as me and the girls got ready.

As they left Maddy got up and shut the door behind them, "So Ki, I see Brendon is still here." I just nodded and continued to do my makeup "That's all we are gonna get? A nod? Come on tell us! Did something happen between you two?"

I finished my winged liner before speaking, "No, but he wanted to come to the party so I let him." They nodded seeing that I clearly didn't want to talk about it anymore and we all sang along to Fall Out Boy music.
Soon, Olivia went to use the restroom so when the door opened again I thought it was her, but it wasn't. I felt a pair of arms hugging me and I looked up at the mirror to see brendon hugging me. His smile was big "Hey, everything is set up. People are lining up outside. Oh and you look gorgeous. But you always do so that's not new." I blushed and smiled. I closed my eyes and leaned my head into Brendon's shoulder. It felt good to be hugged by him. Even when Maddy looked at us I didn't even care. His hug was so safe and warm. It made me wanna stay there forever. "Ready Love?" He was playing with the bottoms of my hair
"Yeah. I'm ready" I smiled and got up and noticed as we were hugging the girls had already put their stuff away and went downstairs to the party. As me and brendon left my bedroom I made sure to lock all of the upstairs rooms except for the bathroom. I then showed brendon my bedroom code just Incase and he grabbed onto my hand and brought me to the party.