Unexpected Love

Chapter 20

When we open his door, I'm surprised it's not as messy as I thought it would be. This is the first time I'm in his dorm room and I can already smell the mix of mint and his cologne. "Can I borrow some clothes" I ask. Josh looks surprised but smiles and goes to his closet to grab some shorts and a tee shirt. I change in front of him considering he's already seen me in my bra and panties before. He removes his shirt and I can't help but stare at his chest and muscles...I'm almost drooling at how incredibly sexy he is.

We fall on the bed as if our bodies already know how to mold into one another. He runs his fingers through my hair. I soon realize I'll be waking up in my makeup on and contacts in and the annoyance churns in my stomach. How does this guy continually ruin my bathroom routine? I swear I'm OCD. Ignoring my stupid bathroom habits I return to the scene of the crime and ask "Are you okay" I whisper. "Yes, I'm fine. He had it coming. Everyone should know not to touch you since you're mine" he says. "Really" I ask raising one eyebrow. "You know what I mean Jenn. We're together and he shouldn't touch you like that without your permission... Or simply at all." "Thank you for protecting me. But you mean touching me like this?" as I reach to touch underneath his shirt. The air escapes him at the moment I graze his chest with my fingers and his eyes roll back with the simple pleasure of my touch.

He rolls us over and traps me between his arms while his body hovers above me. I move my legs to wrap around him and press my nails into his back. His lips graze mine and can't help but start sucking on his bottom lip. He moans in between my sucking and I finally pull away. He returns to attacking my mouth with his and all thoughts are lost. He continues to run a hand through my hair and one palms my upper thigh. He places it sternly on my hip ensuring my leg doesn't drop too low. Our breathing and pulse begins to quicken and I realize how amazing this feels. I never felt this way nor have I never went this far with a guy before.

Josh reaches underneath my shirt and pulls. It simply falls to the floor and he's already attacking my neck. He's biting, sucking, and tugging every so lightly. I place my hand over my mouth and try to prevent myself from moaning too loud. I can feel the bulge in his pants begin to grow and it's astonishing to me that I am doing that to him. After a hard bite, I scream "Ow." "Oh, sorry baby. I got carried away" he whispers. "Babe, we better stop" as I kiss him sweetly. I can tell he wants more but he also knows I'm not there yet.

He picks my shirt up from the floor but certainly doesn't stop to admire my green, lace Victoria secret bra that I currently have on. I put the shirt back on and unclasp the bra and pull it through one arm. "I could have helped you with that" he stares. "I'm sure you would have" I smile. Josh turns his TV in our direction and snuggles up underneath the covers to start watching a movie.

"Do you feel that you let your anger out?" I growl. He pushes me away "Almost" he says. "Josh, I'm not stupid. If need to go, go and do it." Josh gives me a curious and worried expression, but takes me up on his offer. "I'll be back in a few minutes. Do not leave this room" he says. He leaves and I lay in the dark, in his room. But after a few minutes I get up and flick the lights on. I wonder around his room and admire the numerous pictures, posters, movies, and books scattered about. I see pictures of him surfing, climbing rocks, jumping his bikes, and more. I'm in awe to see how amazing this guy is. It reminds me again of how much I want adventure, to reach my dreams, and accomplish so much. My thoughts wonder...I haven't sang, drawn, or even wrote since I got here? What should my major be? What should my purpose be?

I climb back in bed as Josh comes back in. He definitely seems much more relaxed. Our bodies mold back together. He lays on his back and I lay half way on his chest on my side. He strokes my hair and start to fall asleep. "You know... I love when your hands go through my hair. But I definitely love getting you turned more" I giggle. "Well, I love your ass, your full lips, your eyes-"I stop him by placing my fingers to his lips which he tenderly bites at. We fall asleep in each other's arms watching Braveheart.