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[28] i wanna go home

yein

alone here in the hotel room. i should have not come with mom and hyoin. i should have stayed at home.

the school festival will end in two days and i badly want to go home.

i already went to the mall, watch a movie alone, walked in the park, passed by a salon and did everything i can do to eat the time.

i just got home. i had a coffee with yugyeom. we talked about stuff, basically just caught up with anything. he wants to go back to korea though, but his parents already decided to reside here.

finally, the boredom can already leave me. my phone vibrated numerous times.

i jumped on my bed and checked the notifications on my phone.

: YEIN WE SAW YOUR CRUSH, HE HAD A PIC WITH A GIRL

: yeeeeeiijnjcjdjdmdkdk your crush hdjdkdd someone asked for a pic with him and he agreed

: bitch go home ASAP, someone took a picture with your crush

: idk if u already know about it but jungkook took a pic with a girl

MOOOOM, I WANNA GO HOME 😭

****

i am that bitch. i am back here in korea.

today is the last day of our school festival. thank god i am able to go back before it ends.

i decided to go to school by 3 in the afternoon. there is nothing special happening in the morning, they all say that it's perfectly boring and you're just gonna waste your time and energy wandering around the campus.

my friends didn't know that i am already here in korea. for sure, they will get surprised seeing me back.

i still have two hours to wait till 3PM ticks.

i deployed the pink polo long sleeve that i brought yesterday on my bed. i have to dress up goodly to look presentable.

****

"are you sure? you don't want a picture with him?"

aaaaaaaaa. i am fucking tempted.

"uhhhh, of course i want tㅡ"

"okay let's go call jungkoㅡ"

"but of course, i am freaking shy and i don't want to be embarrassed in front of him."

"he's there, we will call him now."

and there i ran and hid.

across the back part of the cafeteria is the C-building. the building where we used to stay during the first semester.

i sat on the stairs, alone. i have to hide. i don't think i can take a picture with him in this state. i am feeling nervous that anytime, i feel like puking.

there are two pathways in the area. i am on the left side, sitting on the stairs, and near the staircase is the girls' cr

while on the right side of the area is the cr for boys.

me being attentive in this situation found out that jungkook and his friend are coming towards the area. i immediately got my phone and acted busy.

he fucjing passed by me and i could see how my friends were squealing silently on their stand.

i followed their direction and they made a u-turn to go to the boys' cr.

i instantly stood up and walked to my friends.

"what the heck? did you ask him to pass by there?" i seriously asked them.

"of course not. we didn't talk to him or his friends. we know that you will get mad," dokyeom replied.

"but waitㅡwhy would they pass there in the left side where you were hiding if they are just going to the boys cr which is on the right side..."

"it is closer and not tiring to go directly to the right side since they just got out from the caf and it is much closer to walk there.."

"i mean it's acceptable only if they have a female friend with them who would use the girls cr but they are both guys.."

"so why pass on the left side when you are already close to the right side where the boys cr is."

"and when he walked past us, i saw him glancing. it is like he is waiting for us to talk to him."

"him and his friend kept on walking around here. i feel like they are really waiting for us to speak or approach them."

i breathed deeply.

"enough with those conspiracy thoeries, my heart feels so happy. don't give me false hopes!!"

aaaaaaaaa. how can i sleep peacefully later?