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"Namjoonie hyung, wake up!" He heard a deep voice shout and someone shake him. In response Namjoon hugged the pillow tight and pull the comforter over his head.
Taehyung smiled at the sight of his hyung being cute but remembered that he had to wake him up for breakfast. He yanked the comforter away from the older causing him to sit up with an angry expression.
Namjoon glared at the younger with half lidded eyes while the singer smiled. "Hyung, Seokjin hyung is calling you down for breakfast." Namjoon nodded and rubbed his eyes. Stood up when the second youngest left the room, dark dots danced in his vision when he got up. 'Guess I will eat a little breakfast today,' he thought as he grabbed his clothes and walked to bathroom.
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"Namjoon-ah, you woke up late today, are you alright?" Seokjin asked as it was unlikely for Namjoon to be the last one to wake up.
Namjoon looked up from his plate which consisted of a pancake and slices of apple. "Yes hyung, I guess I was just tired," he answered and went back to eating. Namjoon was glad that he was able to sleep without waking up from nightmare but he knew that now he won't get any sleep for a good few days now. He sighs at the thought and turned to look at Hoseok so sat beside him.
"Seok, how are you feeling now?" Namjoon asked.
Hoseok put down the glass of orange juice and smiled at the leader, "Much better thanks to you."
"No problem, just don't go to practice today and take a break, okay?" Hoseok nodded reluctantly in response. Today the group had a day off practice which they decided to spent at dorm as they were too tired after the endless practices the past weeks.
Everybody continued eating and chatting amongst each other while eating until Yoongi cleared his throat to grab everybody's attention.
"Guys, Let's listen to my mixtape at 5?" He said indifferently. Everybody blinked before they smiled. The maknae who sat beside the second eldest ruffled his newly blonde hair causing the older to frown.
"Is Suga hyung finally letting us listen his mixtape after the countless times we begged?" Jungkook teased, his eyes sparkling in excitement like the other two members of maknae line.
"I can always forbid you from listening to it before release." Jungkook raised his hands in surrender and hugged his hyung, begging him to let him listen to it.
"Finally, it was about time he finished working on it and consider his health, also I'm excited to hear to it, let's gather in the lobby at 5 then?" Seokjin said and everybody else nodded in agreement.
"I'm sure it's gonna be great, I can't wait to hear it," Hoseok said with his heart shaped smile.
"Of course, it's gonna be great, after all I'm genius," Yoongi shrugged, to which the others laughed causing Yoongi to break into his gummy smile.
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"Taehyung, sit your ass down before I ban you from hearing the mixtape," Seokjin warned, the youngest member was jumping around the dorm and had started getting on the eldest's nerves.
Taehyung pouted but followed what his hyung asked him to do and quietly sat down on the couch beside the maknae, impatiently waiting for oldest rapper to play the mixtape.
"So now that everybody had settled, I'll play the mixtape, after each song I'll say a few things," Suga said as he grabbed the laptop which was connected to Bluetooth speakers and played the first track.
After the song ended the two maknaes were jumping, praising the song. While Seokjin and Hoseok clapped. Namjoon however, contemplated if the choice of saying 'std' the way it was said was the best thing to do cause it was a disease but it sounded good so he didn't say anything and clapped with the others.
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Voices // Namjoon x BTS
FanfictionIn which members are oblivious to the fact that Namjoon is dying inside a little more each day. Started: 19/12/18 Ended: ? Trigger warning: self-harm self-hate mentions of suicide insomnia eating disorder little cursing