Voices // Namjoon x BTS

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Yoongi gazed up at his ceiling.

Thoughts swim in his head making him unable to sleep.

He was worried.

He was so fucking worried that he could not function properly and the unsettling feeling in his heart did not help at all.

What is going on with you, Namjoon? Was the question that Yoongi found him asking himself many times during the past days.

Even the managers were worried about Namjoon and had called Seokjin and Yoongi to ask if they knew what was going on with the leader. They expressed their concern regarding the male's weight which was getting lesser each comeback regardless of the manager telling Namjoon that he should eat instead of going on a diet but each time they check the weight would be lesser than it was last time. This comeback the weight was too concerning that they had to talk to the two members to make sure the leader ate and gain weight.

Why was Namjoon trying to lose weight when he was already so thin? Even though, Yoongi seemed to know the answer, he did not want to believe himself. He thought maybe it is because of the stress which is getting more and more greater each comeback that caused the younger to lose appetite. Yeah that was it, nothing serious he tried to convince himself.

The male looked awful every morning but due to the schedules Yoongi could not talk to younger and ask. He knew that this conversation can not take place in mere few minutes, this was not something small that much he had sensed. But what was that had been bugging the younger so much.

Two days ago he had seen Jimin walk out of Namjoon's room silently crying, when he tried to approach the singer he had pushed him away. That only rose the suspicion of the rapper.

Did Jimin know what was going on?

Yoongi was going to talk to Namjoon tomorrow as they were all free, perfect time to talk without getting disturbed by the practices, work. He had to force it out of the younger now, he had been looking worser each passing day.

Sure, the first time he had attempted to talk to him with Seokjin did not go well and that he decided to give time to younger. But now he felt like if he gave more time something would happen. What he meant by 'something'? He did not know himself.

He sighs. Tomorrow, he will talk tomorrow, everything will be fine, he tries to convince himself.

He just hoped that it was not something too huge, that everything would get better soon. He did not like the younger in this state, he hated it.

His eyes grew heavy as he convinced himself that everything would be fine.

Just as he was about to fully go to sleep, he heard loud bangs from outside the room. His gritted his teeth in anger, just when he about to finally sleep someone had to make noise.

He checked the time.

3 o'clock.

Who was making noise so late at night, he frowns and reluctantly got out of his comfy bed and made his way out of the room.

He saw Jungkook banging his hand on Namjoon's door, panic was written on his face.

Anger quickly washed off his face when he saw Jungkook, now worried. He tapped on the Maknae's shoulder.

"Kook, why are banging on Namjoon's door so late at night?"

"He s-said that I could come anytime I wanted if I had a nightmare but he isn't opening his door."