Only You *COMPLETED*

Back in LA!!

Savannah's P.O.V

FINALLY BACK IN LA!!

We have arrived in LA and are like ten minutes from my house, I can't wait to get out of this car it's killing me slowly but surely, all I want to do is hold her hand and tell her I love her or laugh at her ridiculous comments about my taste in music.

Then it hit me once I get out of this car Demi and I will be like strangers, she won't come by at two in the morning if I can't sleep, she won't bring my McDonalds and Starbucks every Friday morning like she used to, I won't wake up with a beautiful good morning message from her.

I won't be able to call her mine.

Yeah now my mood is at a low I just want to goto bed and cry until I can't feel anything.

Why does heartbreak hurt so much?

Why do people tell you it gets better when it clearly doesn't, it's only gotten worse since day one so how can people lie straight to your face when they say it gets better.

Reality is about to set in and it's going to hit me like a truck I can guarantee that.

"Call or text if you need anything okay?" Marissa said while hugging me, we are currently standing outside my apartment building.

"I will, enjoy LA" I smiled at her, it was fake but whatever nobody notices a difference anyway.

It's only four in the afternoon but I plan on going straight to my room.

"Bye"

"Yeah seeya" I grabbed my bag and guitar before heading into my building.

"MOMMA!" Jayleigh yelled but I just kept walking up to my room.

Yeah I'm a shit mother I know, but I don't want to break down in front off her.

I made it to my room and put my bag down.

"What the fuck is your problem?!" Cassidy spat.

I ignored her while I put my guitar back where it belongs.

"Savannah! Your daughter is downstairs crying because her mother who see hasn't seen in over a week just completely ignored her! If you don't tell me what the fuck is wrong I swe-"

"DEMI FUCKING LEFT ME! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? YOU DON'T HAVE TO HIDE A FUCKING SECRET ANYMORE"

"I'm sorry" I whispered as I sat on the edge of my bed and put my head in my hands crying.

"I'm sorry Sav, I didn't know" she sat beside me and pulled me into a hug.

"Can you just leave me alone please?"

"Okay, what do I do about Jay?"

"Send her up"

Cassidy got up and left so I quickly wiped my eyes and waited for Jay to come up.

"Momma?"

"Come here" I smiled.

She ran over to me jumping into my arms.

"I'm sorry babygirl"

"I missed you momma! Don't leave me again"

"I won't, I promise, nobody's worth leaving you" I kissed her cheek.

"Momma have you been crying" she asked.

"A little"

"Why? Did someone hurt you?"