Joe and Dianne: My Suicide Saviour - Part 2

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A/N Quick warning, this chapter is dark

Joe's POV:

My leg bounced up and down, in the twitchy way it always did when I was nervous. I was sat with my elbow on my knee and nervously biting my fingernails. I still had no idea what Anthony wanted to talk to me about. I had no clue why I was the one he wanted to speak to. I mean surely the only time he was allowed to speak to a visitor, he would want to speak to one of his mates and bribe them to carry on his work for him. But no. So why me?

I decided to distract myself and turn my phone back on. I turned it off after saying goodbye to Dianne. I knew that if I looked at my lock screen, I was bound to start crying. It was one of the hardest goodbyes I had ever had to say, and if I looked at the picture of us on new years eve I would fall to pieces. I had to stay strong for Dianne today - if it's the last thing I do.

As I turned on my phone, a message from Di popped up. I read it over several times. I knew how much she wanted to come back to the UK and carry on life as she intended to, but she has to know how important that it is she says safe for the next few months. A single tear threatened to fall down my cheeks, but it quickly disappeared after the door to the room I was sat in opened, and a smug man wearing a black tracksuit, with handcuffs placed around his wrists walked in and sat down opposite me.

I looked at Anthony's face to see that despite the fact he had been arrested and was in a world of misery, he still had that psychotic glint in his eye. His face was scratched and bruised - his knuckles were bruised and covered in a fine coating of blood. I didn't dare think about who's blood it was. It certainly wasn't his that's for sure.

Conversation:

A: Long time no see Joseph

J: What is it that you have to say to me Anthony?

A: C'mon Joe, I have 30 minutes in here with you - let's chat a bit

J: *breathing out deeply*... Fine

A: So how are things with Di going?

J: Oh piss off you fucking idiot

A: Jesus Joseph that's harsh language for someone usually so caring and calm

J: Shut up

A: I mean a little birdie told me that you were just off in Paris - the most romantic city in the world - I think that's a little bit cliche' don't you Joe

J: Shut up

A: But then again, I guess that's all you are at the end of the day - an anorexic prick leaching off of the BBC and his sister just for fame and money. A childish prat with nothing but a camera and un-original ideas. I mean I thought Dianne was insane for staying with me for as long as she did - but you! I mean come on. I guess she's just as pathetic and stupid as everyone thinks she is

J: *Slamming his fist on the table separating them* I SAID SHUT UP!!!

A: I'm just joking Joseph - lighten up a bit

J: Lighten up..... You wan't me to lighten the fuck up. Are you fucking kidding me?!!

A: Well I just thought....

J: Well let me tell you what I'm thinking right now Anthony... Right now I can't think about anything else but how the fuck I've been so stupid to let you ruin Dianne's life like this! I mean you can shoot me and burn me and threaten me all the fuck you want but at the end of the day I don't care. I don't care if you kill me right now! I don't care if you kill me within the next few months. Because I am going to do everything that I can to stop you from getting out of here.

A: Joe you can keep on trying but you can't live with it all. You're fucking broken Mr Sugg

J: You're fucking right Mr Quinlan. I am broken. I am lost, tired, depressed, angry - you fucking name it, that's what I am. But the one thing I don't have to be is you. I'm not like you Anthony - I'm not a fucking rapist

A:*Menacingly chuckling and giving a smug smile* That's right Joe - I am a rapist. But there is something else that you know - but won't let yourself think about. The last time I had sex was with your girlfriend, and it was BRILLIANT! And so what if that meant I ended up here, because I would do it again in a heart beat if it meant I could have sex with the woman you love so very much just one more time

J: Anthony shut the fuck up - I won't let you get me this way

A: But Joseph, you've been thinking about it all the time haven't you. Did it not even cross your mind in Paris that I was the last person to be with Dianne before you fucked her two days ago

J: Fine - I thought about it but that doesn't change anything. Just tell me what you have to tell me and let me get the fuck out of here. Please

A: Alright Joe. All I wanted to say is that I hope you remember my friend Danny

J: Of course I do - How could I forget

A: Well I think you should get going Joe, because Danny's on his way to Bunbury