From the top! TedXHidgens

Part 24

He doesn't love you back. You know that right? I mean of course he doesn't love you. God have you looked at yourself recently? Well? How are you going to fix this one jackass? HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU.
Ted didn't know what to do. God what could he say.
Ted tried to say something anything but every time he thought of something he might be able to say...
He doesn't love you back.
Ted really did love Henry didn't he.
You're blubbering like an idiot. That's attractive. He'll definitely love you now.
"Do you mean it?" Henry asked. Ted couldn't look him on the eyes. Ted had to say something. He couldn't lie about something this important. Ted nodded.
HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU. What has it been a week and you think he's going to fall in love, and with you of all people.
"I'm sorry." Ted barely managed to say.
HE WON'T EVER LOVE YOU.
Ted felt his eyes tear up. Ted don't cry it'll just make it worse, please don't cry.
What a big strong man to sweep Henry off his feet! Crying like a little bitch.
"Don't be." Henry's voice was warm and comforting. This only brought Ted closer to tears. Ted nodded to reassure Henry? Ted didn't know anymore.
HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU!
"What a day." Ted muttered. Ted missed Casablanca. Ted missed the tickling. They felt ruined now.
He doesn't love you.
"So," Ted could many look at him right now. "Are you ok?"
"No." There's no point in lying.
"Theodore..." Henry touched his shoulder. This only made Ted closer to tears. What's the point?
He doesn't love you.
"You don't have to, Henry. I understand." Ted knew he was fill crying now and he hated himself for it.
"I'm sorry." What does he have to be sorry about. He's only being honest.
"Don't be." Ted didn't want Henry to feel guilty for how he feels. Just because he doesn't love Ted doesn't mean anything. Ted should leave now.
"I think I'm going to go." Ted stood up. He walked towards the door. God.
"Wait." Henry got up and went after Ted. Ted looked Henry in the eyes. He had to really fight back tears.
He doesn't love you. What did you think was going to happen?
"What" Ted realized how raspy his voice is. God he sounds pathetic.
"I'm not going to let you be alone right now." Ted knows what Henry was doing. That kind of stuff doesn't work for Ted. Being around Henry isn't good for him. But Ted didn't want to leave.
HE DOESN'T FUCKING LOVE YOU.
"Hen-" Ted was going to explain why he couldn't be there right now. He can't look at Henry right now. It just hurts. Ted wanted to stay but not like this.
"No I don't care. I care about you too much to let you leave sad." In no situation would Ted leave happy. He's ruined it for himself. The idea of being happy feels far away.
"You're pulling a me." Ted knew that this wouldn't work for him. He loved Henry for trying but it won't work. "Don't let the sad person be alone."
He doesn't love you back.
"I really care about you and I just can't stand to see you this way."
He doesn't love you.
"Ted I really really like you. And I know this sucks."
How could he love you?
"I'm not good at  romance and I don't know what to do in this situation."
You're just making things worse.
"You make me happy Theodore." Henry using Theodore made Ted's heart hurt.
Just give up. You're pathetic.
"Every second with you I can feel myself falling in love but I'm just... I'm just not there yet."
HE WILL NEVER LOVE YOU.
"You can leave if you want, it'd be selfish to force you to stay. This can't be the last time I see you." Henry finished his speech. Ted just couldn't right now.
You're so fucking stupid.
"I love you, Henry. But I need some time alone right now." With that Ted left. He left Henry all alone because he couldn't handle his own emotions.
You don't deserve happiness.
Ted rushed back to his house in blind grief.
You will never be enough. He could never live you.
Ted drank himself to sleep.

"Charlotte you're too good for him!" Ted really hated fighting with Charlotte. She just didn't understand how awful Sam was. She deserves better.
"But I love him!" Charlotte yelled. That was her only argument at this point. It sometimes hurt when she would say that. Knowing she didn't love him. He had gotten over it at this point though.
"He's a bad person char!" Ted raised his voice.
"I don't care!" Charlotte had gotten out the cigarettes.
"I thought you quit?" Ted knew it wasn't that simple. She was doing so well though.
"What does it matter to you." Charlotte stopped yelling.
"I care about you char! God damnit these things are bad for you." Sometimes there was no reasoning with her yet he would still try.
"So you're good for me?" Charlotte closed herself off.
"I never said that!" Ted was so frustrated. He didn't know how to help her and it was killing him.
"Get out of my house, Ted." Charlotte left the room.
God fucking damnit. There's nothing he can fucking do in this situation. She's refused to be happy!
Ted stormed out of the house and into the nearest bar. A bar he had gone to so many times after arguments with Charlotte. If she's going to smoke her problems away, he's going to drink his away.

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Hey that wasn't so bad!