Shadows of summer

Chapter 16

  We kissed for a while before we started making out. I felt a heat crawling through my chest but it wasn’t rage, it was love and the feeling was amazing. I wrapped my arms around her back and I fall back onto my bed. I held her tight as out tongues began to dance in our mouths. The passion between was growing and so was the tension. I flipped over and laid on top of her. I balanced on my knees to keep some of my weight off of her. I moved from her lips, passed her cheek and down to her neck. I slowly kissed the soft skin of her neck and she inhaled sharply. Her neck smelt like lilies and roses; the smell intoxicated me. I was puzzled by the unique aroma since I never smelt it on her before.

“Are you wearing perfume”? I whispered to her and she giggled.

 “I guess you could call it perfume. It’s just ground up petals and water mixed together”. She said and I couldn’t believe that it smelt so beautiful and it was just petals and water.

 “Wow, you need to bottle that stuff and sell it, it smells ten times better than the stuff you find in stores”. I told her and she laughed. I went back to kissing her neck and her laughter stopped.

  I slide my tongue down her neck and went to her chest. My lips touched her bikini top and I slide my hand under her back and started to untie the knot that held the bikini in place. I untied the knot and then I went for the knot behind her neck. The knot untied very easily and I grabbed her bikini and threw it off her. Our eyes locked and I saw the fear in her eyes.

“You don’t have to be scared. I promised I’d be gently and I keep my promises”. I whispered and she smiled at me.

 “I’m not scared it’s just that I’ve never been this close to anyone before”.

I got closer to her face and our foreheads touched.

“Neither have I”. I told her and we kissed. It was a long, soft kiss that sent my head though a hurricane.

I pulled away from the kiss and dragged my tongue down her neck and to one of her breast. I sucked on her nipple and she groaned. I went over to her other breast and sucked on it to. I went back to her face and we started kissing again.

  I felt her moved her hands down my shirt till she got to the bottom. She slide she fingers under my shirt and she tickled my stomach. She grabbed the bottom of my shirt and started to pull it up. I balanced on my knees and she pulled my shirt off and threw it off to one side of my bed. She put her hands on my chest and caressed it. She silky soft hands made me shiver. She put her hands back onto my shoulders and pulled me back down to her. I thought she was going to kiss me but as our faces got closer she went to my neck. She started nibbling my neck. She didn’t bite very hard but it still made me groan. I could feel how intense thing were getting and I knew that we were closer and closer to the final step.

  Our bodies were tossing and turning over one another in a dance of passion. We were kissing and feeling each other’s hot bodies causing every inch of our skin to come alive. I got on top of her and she wrapped her legs around my hips. I slide my arms around her waist and pulled her up onto my legs. I sat on my knees holding her tight. Out breathing was in sync and we had little drops of sweat covering our faces. She laid her head on my shoulder and I gently kissed her neck.  

“You wanna keep going”? I asked her.

“Yes”. She answered me.

 I hugged her tightly and slide my legs of the edge of the bed. I got up and she tighten her legs around me. I pushed her up against the wall. I moved my hands down from her back down to her butt and I squeezed it. She giggled and our eyes meet. I went closer to her face and we gazed into each other’s eyes. She started to slide down the wall and she untied her legs from around my hips. Her feet touched the ground and she had an uneasy smile on her face. She slowly moved her hands down my bare chest, past my stomach and she stopped when she got to my jeans. She unbutton them and my legs went numb. She unzipped them and she pulled them down off my hips. She kept pulling them down until they were on the floor. I took my feet out of them and the only thing between us was her bikini bottoms and my boxers.

  “Are you sure you’re ready”? I whispered to her.

“Yes, I love you and I’m ready for us to do this”. She answered.

Our bare chest touching each time we exhaled. I gently took her hands and placed them on the waist band of my boxers. My breathing was labored and I had beads of sweat dripping off my forehead. Shadow breath was quick and sharp and I could feel her hands shaking.

“I’ve never seen a guy naked before”.

“Well I’ve never seen a girl naked before”.  

She slide a finger under the waist band of my boxers and then she stopped. I knew that she was curious and wanted to feel before she saw.

 “You can feel if you want”. I told her and she tried to smile. I knew that she was terrified so I decide to help her out.  I took her left hand and gradually slide it into my boxers.  She looked shock for a couple minutes but then she used she soft fingers to feel me.

  I took a deep breath as she rubbed my shaft. This was the first time any girl had touched me and it made me tingle with pleasure. My boner got more intense the more she rubbed and squeezed. She moved her fingers and tickled my balls and I moaned. I put her head on her shoulder and moaned again. I could feel her sliding her hand out but I didn’t want the pleasure to end.  I grabbed her wrist and push her hand back in.

 “Please do it a little more”. I begged her and she started rubbing me again. She took her hand out a few seconds later and I heard her giggling.

  “What are you laughing at”? I asked her and she started laughing even louder.

“What’s so funny”?

“You really enjoyed that didn’t you”? She asked snickering.

My face started getting warm and I started to laugh with her.

“Well…um…yeah of course”. I told her and we both started rolling in laughter again. Our noses touched and the laughter stopped.

“I love you”.

“I love you too”.

She gulped and tugged on my boxers. They fall off my hips and fell to the floor.  I started trembling uncontrollable and I got light-headed. This was this first time I had ever been naked in front of someone who I wasn’t related to. I was so happy that I was with her but I was also terrified. I felt her grabbed my hands and put them on her bikini bottoms. I pulled them off her hips and in that second the world stopped turning. We hugged each other tight with our bare skin touching. We stared into each other’s eyes and I felt my fear float away. I knew that we were ready for this and I could love her forever.

  She jumped back into my arms wrapping her legs around my hips. Our kissing was erratic and wild. I held her tight as I carried her back to my bed. I walked around to the end of my bed and felt my knees hit the edge. I bent my knees and we fell onto the bed. I laid on top of her and kissed each other like there was no tomorrow. I pulled up for a second and she I felt her hand on my cheek.

“I’m a little scared”. She whispered.

“Me to”.

 I moved my hand and grabbed her hand that was on my cheek. I pulled it off and brought it to my lips and I kissed her hand. She smiled at me and I smiled back.  Shadow pulled her hand back down to her and she inhaled deeply. Then I felt her legs spread apart underneath me and I felt all my fear crawl back. I tried to breath but it felt like I couldn’t.

 “If you’re scared you don’t have to do it Justin”. I heard Shadow say and I knew I was scared but also worried that I would do something wrong.

“Go ahead”. She whispered and I felt this warmth bubble into my chest.

 It wasn’t fear or hate, it was….love. I threw all my fear and worry away and only concentrated on her. I slowly moved my hips and gradually went inside her.