Shadows of summer

Chapter 17

Her walls contracted around me and I bit my lip to stop myself from making any weird sounds. The feeling was so unusual and strange but it was amazing. I felt her grabbed my shoulders and she squeezed with all her might. Her breathing was labored and fast. I leaned my head down and our foreheads touched. Our eyes meet and the moment got more intense. I started moving slowly so it wouldn’t be too painful for her. I looked and saw her biting her lip and I could hear her moaning. The motion of me moving made every muscle tense up. Soon my breathing was labored like hers.

  I moved my head and our noses rubbed together. I started to move a little faster and she groaned. The feel was getting stronger and made my legs tingle and shake. I looked and Shadow wasn’t biting her lip anymore and her face wasn’t as tensed up. I realized that the pain was subsiding and she was ready for me to get more passionate. I started thrusting harder, faster and deeper. She started moaning in pleasure and caressing my shoulders. I moaned with her as the amazing feeling got stronger and stronger. The passion crawling in my body made my mind go fuzzy and I acted on the pure instinct of love. I kissed her and swirled my tongue in her mouth.  She kissed me back and our kisses were wild and crazy. Our lips were on fire and our bodies a sea of sweat and love.

  She opened her mouth but out lips stayed together. She whimpered and groaned loudly. I felt her walls spasm around me and the feeling shoot up my spine and I started groaned with her. I felt a bubble of tension growing inside me and I knew that I was about to come. I kissed Shadow and it was the best kissed we ever had. It was long, soft and filled with the feeling of love. As we kissed a surge of pleasure pulsated though me and I pulled up from the kiss. I groaned and whimpered like Shadow was doing and we had both reached our climax.

  The pleasure didn’t last as long as I wanted it to, but it was the most amazing thing I had ever felt. I stayed inside her after I had come and I started to kiss her again. The kissed were quick and a little weak since we were both exhausted. I slowly pulled out of her and my knees were completely numb. I wobbled off the top of her and laid on my side then I turned onto my back. I replayed the whole event in my head and I had to smile. Our breathing was in sync and we both laid there in a glorious afterglow.

“Wow”. I heard her say.

“Yes it was”. I replied and we both started laughing. I rolled on my side and looked at her still lying on her back with her legs still apart.

“Still stunned”? I asked her and I waited for an answer. She didn’t answer or every acted as if she heard me.

  “Shadow are you ok”? I asked a little more concerned. She heard me this time and she rolled over on her side and looked at me. She eyes were droopy and she looked so cute.

“Exhausted”? I asked her and she shook her head.

 I looked down my side and saw that my sheet and blanket were scrunched up at the end of my bed. I pushed myself up with my arm and used my toes to bring the sheet and blanket closer to my hand. I grabbed them both and pulled them up over our bodies all the way up to my shoulder. I looked back at Shadow and the blanket was covering up some of her face but she didn’t seem to notice. I put my head on a pillow and pushed the blanket away from her face.  She smiled and rubbed her face into the pillow. I slide one arm under the side she was lying on and the one covered by my blankets. I pulled her closer to me and she opened her eyes. Those beautiful eyes hypnotized me and I let out a sigh. She moved her arms and wrapped them around my neck and our noses touched.

“I love you”. She told me.

 “I love you”. I told her back.

“I so glad that you wrestled me in the dirt and gashed my leg that night”.

“So am I”.

 We kissed each other until out exhaustion took hold and we fell asleep in each other’s arms.     

  I woke up before Shadow did and just watched her sleep in my arms. This was the best morning of my life that was for sure. I opened my eyes this morning to see the gorgeous face of the woman I loved and felt her cuddling in my arms. It also an amazing morning since I had sex for the first time last night and it was incredible. I laid there watching her sleep and felt her breath tickle my cheeks. I had this strange thought floating in my head since I woke-up and for some reason I couldn’t get it out of my head. I was lying in bed with this one in a billon girl who I loved like crazy. I knew I would never find someone who would even come close to being like her. I wanted to be with her forever and that meant taking the biggest risk of all. The thought sent a wave of subzero chills from my head to my toes. This one thought would divide us or unite us together. I wasn’t sure if I should tell her or not. Would I be able to handle whatever reaction she would have if I did tell her, and if I didn’t would I be able to live with myself ever again?

  My mind was in an endless sea of chaos and confusion. I noticed Shadow slowly opening her eyes and I shut out all the thoughts in my head. She looked at me a little puzzled as if she had no idea where she was or who I was. She stared at me for a couple seconds and then I saw a smile grow across her face.

“Good morning beautiful”.

“Good morning”. She replied and she shut her eyes again. She snuggled closer to me and rubbed her head against my chest.

 “So…did you have fun last night”? I asked her with my fingers crossed hoping I did it right.

“Yeah I did babe”. She answered and it was the first time that someone ever called me babe. I felt her move her hand to my chest and she started to play with what like chest hair I had. “

Sorry but my manly chest hair really hasn’t started to grow yet”.

“I think your man enough without it”.

She looked up at me and we kissed. Her lips were dry but so were mine. 

“How you feeling”. I asked her and she yawned.

“Tired, but extremely happy at the same time”. She answered and put her head back down. I knew that now was the time to ask her the most dangerous question of all.

 “Shadow”? I said and felt the butterflies in my stomach turn into a swarm of anger wasp.

“Yeah”.

“Will you marry me”?