Angels With Filthy Souls R-18 (COMPLETED)

#26

"Ava, ano ba 'yan!" Tinaas niya pa ang phone ko at binagsak ko pahiga ang aking katawan sa kama. "Fine, bahala ka sa buhay mo r'yan." Nakipagtitigan ako sa kisame.

Naupo siya sa tabi ko na hindi inaalis ang tingin sa phone ko. She just caught me red-handed dirty talking with Forsythe over a text. And her being the typical Ava, the one that will put her nose at every thing she's interested, snatches my phone away and starts the investigation.

"Woman!" She has her hand on her temple, slightly massaging the spot there. "I never thought you can do this. Daddy, I miss you already. I miss you choking me. What the actual fuck, bitch?" Ava reads the text aloud and even though it's just the both of us here in my house I can feel the embarrassment on my cheeks.

Nang makakita ko ang pagkakataon na makuha ang cellphone ko ay ginawa ko iyon. Hindi pa rin makapaniwala ang mukha niya at nasaktan ako nang makita ang disgusto roon. I know that having a relationship with Forsythe needs a consideration for all because most of them will not affirm with what we have. A 20-year age gap speaks a lot to start a debate. Sino ba kasi ang nagpauso na mali ang pagkakaroon ng age disparity sa mga relationships.

People really need to cut the stigma about age differences. You do not know when will love come and who will be that person you'll love. If you love, you just love, disregarding those thoughts that oppose what your heart really wants.

"Sabi ko na nga ba at hindi ako namalik-mata sa nakita ko roon sa party mo." I stare up to Ava as she gathers my hair to a bun. My lower lip pouts on its own as my eyes speak apology.

"I hesitated to confirm that to you dahil baka pati ikaw ay sasalungat sa amin at nasasaktan ako dahil kitang-kita ko ang bagay na iyon sa mga mata mo." I confess with full honesty while I play with my fingers above my stomach.

She stops combing my hair and her face softens.

"Upo ka," tinulungan niya ako sa pag-upo at ngayon ay magkaharap kami ngayon sa isa't-isa. "It's not that I negate your relationship with him. It's just that you are too young for him. He can even pass as your Daddy." Ava rolls her eyes but that's out of sarcasm as she adds more.

"Well, he is your Daddy. Quote, sugar daddy, end quote." Ginawa niya pa ang panipi sa ere at natampal ko ang kamay niya pababa.

"That's not new to me, Ava. I am 20 years younger than him but so what? Can't I love him because of our age? And please, give this one to me. Sa lahat ng pag-ibig na hinanap ko sakaniya ko lang iyon natagpuan. I love him and he loves me. 'Yun naman ang importante, 'di ba?"

Napalitan ng pag-aalala ang mukha ng kaibigan ko.

"Don't you think that you are just blinded with some of your daddy issues? Na baka naghahanap ka lang ng father figure sakan'ya dahil alam naman nating pareho na nag-fail si Tito sa role niya." I keep my mum and transfer my gaze on my fingers.

On some points, I think of that but afterwards I will realize that Forsythe is not just a mere father figure. He's the guy my heart desires.

"Don't be silly, Ava. Magkaibang-magkaiba sila. Malaki na ako para alamin ang gusto ng puso ko." Hearing her sigh of defeat relaxes my nerves. At last this conversation is coming to an end.

"Alam mo naman na nag-aalala lang ako sa 'yo. Ikaw na nga ang may sabi, almost of your life you search for the right love you deserve. I don't want you to be hurt." Her thumbs brush across my knuckles.

Nilapat ko ang kamay ko roon at pinisil ko iyon ng marahan.

"Thanks, Ava." I give her a tight-lip smile.

"Alam na ba 'to ng mga magulang mo?" Umiling ako at ako naman ngayon ang napabuga ng hangin. "His parents?" Muli akong umiling.

Ava heaves out a deep breath. It seems like she's getting frustrated with my own problems. Parang pinapahiwatig ng mahabang paghinga niya na ang laki at gulo ng pinasok ko.