Strict parents create the best liar and I am one of them. I am not saying this because of bragging instead I want someone to suffer with me. I want to shout to the world how badly I want my freedom with me.
It's been three days after the renewal of their vows at sa loob ng tatlong araw na iyon ay nasa bahay lang ako, specifically in my room. Lumalabas lang ako kung kailan ko gusto at wala namang naging problema sila Mommy roon. In fact they like me better that way kaysa makita akong labas nang labas mula sa buhay buong Christmas break.
Dahan-dahan ko pang sinara ang pintuan para lang hindi iyon makagawa ng malakas na ingay. I heave out a very deep breath as I successfully accomplished my sneaking out.
"Oh my gosh!" Napahawak pa ako sa aking dibdib dahil sa gulat sa aking nakita.
"Ninong." Sabi ko na pabulong habang abala siya sa pagkilatis ng suot ko.
I am wearing a white pleated skater skirt accentuated with black fishnet stockings and a mid rib shirt with a 'Baby Girl' written exactly on the chest. I am also wearing my three-inch Chanel boots which added with my height. My plump lips are covered with the LOréal Balm Pop in Electric Pink.
I thought he was already home since it's 45 minutes past 11. Biglang tinablan ng takot ang sistema ko. My heart followed its own rhythm that my breathing couldn't catch up and my mind did the thinking I cannot fathom. Hindi ako makapag-isip nang maayos.
"Sorry po, babalik na po ako sa loob. Please, don't report this to Kuya EA." Pinagsiklop ko pa ang aking mga kamay na parang bang nagmamakaawa.
Paminsan-minsan ay sumasagot ako kayla Mom and Dad but never with Kuya Elazar. I tried reproaching at him once but it ended bad. Pinalayas niya lang naman ako at dinala sa hindi ko malamang lugar at iniwan. Kung hindi pa kami sinundan noon ni Daddyay baka nawawala pa rin ako hanggang ngayon.
Siya rin ang nagsasabi kay na Mommy at Daddy na bigyan ako ng curfew at mga bagay na pwede ko lang gawin. He's overprotective and all at mabuti na nga lang at natiis siya ni ate Clara. Takot ako kay kuya EA. And this is my first time caught red-handed.
I am teary-eyed as I wait for his answer. My clasped hands were also trembling. "Please po." I pleaded once more which he answered with a nod.
Para akong nabunutan ng tinik sa reaksyon niya. Tumalikod na ako para pumasok sa loob pero maagap niyang nahawakan ang braso ko.
"You can go now. Promise I won't say any word just be back before Uncle wakes up." Gusto kong tumili sa tuwa pero naroon ang pangamba sa aking puso. Nakipagtitigan ako sakaniya na para bang sinusugurado kung totoo ang kaniyang sinasabi.
"I'm serious here, Lana Bellamie." I bit my lip to suppress a smile.
"Thanks Ninong!" sabi ko na lang at bahagyang tinakbo papalabas. Lumayo lang ako ng kaunti sa bahay namin bago ako hinintuan ng isang Ferrari 328. Binuksan iyon ni Danielle at ngumisi sa akin.
"What took you so long?" Elijah query as her stares are still fix on the road. Katabi niya naman si Sapha na nasa amin ang tingin.
"Muntikan na akong mapauwi mabuti na lang at hindi siya ganoon." I said dreamily as Danny dodged me on my shoulder.
"Who the hell are you talking about?" Sapha pry me with her eyes.
"Let's call him with a name 'Daddy'." Our laughter filled Elijah's car.
"Daddy, daddy ka r'yan eh lagot ka na kay Ishmael." Nang-uuyam pa rin ang boses ni Sapha.
Hearing the sound of his name excites me more. Christmas break got us separated. Tapos minsan lang ako pupwedeng gumamit ng cellphone at pc's ko. We haven't talk for days now mabuti na lang na plano na namin to before hand. Once a week kung gawin namin itong night out. It's either on Fridays or Saturdays.
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"Damn, babe! You look hot" Ishmael hooks his arm on the lower of my back as nuzzles my neck which made me gigle and distance it from his nose.
"Hindi mo naman ako na-miss, ano?" I pry as I subtly remove his grip. Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya bago iyon hinalikan. He looks at me amusingly and with longing while he bats his lashes at my way. Lumapit na kami sa iba pa naming kasama na kani-kaniyang pwesto sa round table.
I looed around the club and it's getting to be packed. The booming of stereos and blinding lights added to the hype of everyone. Pansin ko rin ang amoy ng alak na nagmumula sa mga lalake namng kasama. I am not a hard drinker if you have been wondering. Yes, I join them from different night outs but I only drink cocktails and vodkas.
My circle of friends should consider me lucky dahil kung manginginom din ako kagaya nila ay baka wala kami ngayon sa loob ng club na 'to. Ako kaya ang taga-book ng Uber nila just to make sure they'll not risk their lives for the sake of driving.
I don't have my phone with me but I saw the time on my watch. Sobrang bilis ng oras at kahit ayaw ko pa ang umuwi ay kinalangan ko na ang umuwi. Wala naman silang problema sa pagiging kill joy ko dahil alam naman nila where I am coming from. In other words, hindi lang swerte sa akin kung hindi swerte rin naman pala ako sakanila.
"It's still one, Bel." si Elijah. Nakanguso pa siya habang naktingala sa akin. Napangiti ako ng wala sa oras dahil sa pagka-clingy.
"That's the point, bitch. It's one... already." I made her arms wrapped around m waist. I know that the alcohol is kicking in already. Elijah's face is red and her eyes are droopy too.
Sa huli ay binitawan na ako ni Elijah at nakapagpaalam din ako nang maayos sa iba. Si Ishmael ang nag-volunteer para ihatid ako at sumama naman si Sapha para kahit papaano ay may kasama ang boyfriend ko pabalik. Hindi naman ganoon karami ang nainom ni Ishmael and I still trust him when it comes to driving so there's no need to worry about.
Si Sapha lang ang mag-isang nakaupo sa backseat at busy lang siya kaka-phone. The drive from the club to my house did not take that long since the roads are clear. Less cars are travelling and there are no traffics of course. Ish cut the drive into 20 minutes. Tumigil kami kung saan tumigil kanina sila ni Elijah noong sinundo nila ako.
Hindi ko hinintay na pgabuksan ako ni Ish at sabay na kaming bumaba tatlo. They walk me just before our gate.
"Be safe going back, 'kay?" May pag-aalala ang mga mata ko habang nagpalipat-lipat sa dalawa. "And you," tinuro ko si Ishmael, "Go home before three." Banta ko pa.
He did not respond with words to what I have said but he closed the distance between us and our lips. Nakita ko pa ang pag-iwas ni Sapha ng tingin. Ako na ang unang bumitaw sa halik naming dahil nakakaasiwa naman talaga. Ish and I would usually share a kiss privately ad it's not how he kiss me whenever there are people around. It's just a quick peck for the usual. I just shrugged the hazy thoughts.
Bumeso na lang ako kay Sapha at hinintay silang makaalis abgo tuluyang pumasok sa loob. My head felt light which made me go straight to the kitchen with the need to drink water. Nang mahimasmasan ako saglit ay dumiretso na ako sa taas para magpalit at matulog.
But before I could finally doze off to sleep, lights from ninong's room left me wondering why he's still up this late.
BINABASA MO ANG
Angels With Filthy Souls R-18 (COMPLETED)
Roman d'amourLana Bellamie Del Fuego She's an angel with a filthy soul. She is a girl with a lot of daddy issues, so how will she be able to get over that? Get a daddy and solve those issues. Simple. Fact, and that was what she did. But it was just all fun and u...
