Angels With Filthy Souls R-18 (COMPLETED)

#13

I wake up with a smile on plaster on my face but it fades as I realize that he's not here anymore. I sit myself up although I am half-awake. Rubbing my eyes and yawn for a minute are what did I do to finally wake my resting spirit.

Napangiti ulit ako nang maramdaman ang gaan sa dibdib ko. He's back in our house and now this place feels like home. Hindi ko na namalayan kung anong oras siya umalis sa rito sa kwarto ko. Kagabi na lang ulit ako nakatulog nang mahimbing. Ni hindi ako naalimpugatan o nagising ng umiiyak at kay Forsythe ko iyon ipinagpapasalamat ko sakaniya. 

Patalon akong bumaba sa kama at sinigurado ko munang nakasuot na ako ng brassiere ko at nakapag-gargle ng mouthwash bago lumabas. Alas siyete pa lang ng umaga pero pang hapon na ang energy ko. Pagkabukas ko ng pinto ko ay siya ring pagbukas ng kanya. Mabuti na lang at nasa baba ang kwarto ng parents ko. 

Originally, the second  floor of the house is for us siblings but when my brothers decide to move out from here, it's me who only resides on this area. Another reason is because Mom and Dad are too old and lazy to climb the stairs back and forth. Kaya ginawa na lang na guest room ang dito at kung minsan na umuuwi sila Kuya ay sa lumang silid nila sila nananatili. 

He's wearing his white long sleeves polo which hugs his built sexily and a faded jeans from yesterday. His hair is damp and the first three buttons of his polo is not yet buttoned. I walk towards him with a smile. 

"Good morning." Bati ko at tinago sa likod ko ang dalawa kong kamay na parang nahihiyang bata na nakatingin lang sakaniya. Ngiti lang ang sinagot niya sa akin at itinuong muli ang atensyon sa pag-butones ng manggas niya. 

With my lips pouting, I harshly pull his arm and I finish buttoning the cuff of his sleeve. I also do the unbuttoned buttons in front of his chest. I can see from here how slightly hairy his chest. Once I am done, I look up to him just to witness how deep the crease in his forehead and eyes bewildered. He seems confused and wondering all at the same time. Kinunutan ko rin siya ng noo at mas lalo pang humaba ang pang-ilalim kong nguso. 

I back out shamefully as what I did earlier is being process by my mind slowly. Maybe he's thinking of what's my sudden action speaks about of which ,e myself don't get it too. He's probably wondering why am I clinging. Kung noon nga ay grabe ang pag-iwas na ginawa ko, ngayon ay parang gusto ko ng itapon ang sarili ko sakanya. 

I chew my lips because of anxiousness right now. Are those the things a lonely heart can push you to do? I am not even sure if Forsythe likes what I do or not. I am too oblivious to consider what he feels. Maybe he disgust me by now or worse he imagines me as cheap teenager that's so easy to get. 

Narinig ko pa ang mahina niyang mura at ang patakbo niyang mga yabag papunta sa akin. 

"Kitten," there he goes again. Using his low, bedroom voice to overpower me with his charms. His hand is on my waist and we are standing side by side. 

Natigil na rin ako sa paglalakad at nagpatianod ako nang hilahin niya ako paalis sa bukana ng hagdanan. Pababa na talaga sana ako, eh kaso 'yun nga pinigilan niya ako. Sinandal niya ako sa dingding at nilapit ang sarili sa akin. Sobrang lapit namin sa isa't-isa na parang hindi na mahulagang karayom ang pagitan namin. Ang dibdib ko ay naiipit din dahil sa ginagawa niya. 

"Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gusto mong mangyari, Lana Bellamie pero kagabi pa ako nagtitimpi sa iyo," his brown eyes add a shade darker as it transfers to three things, my eyes, lips and my compressed breast. Forsythe shuts his lids and heaves in a deep breath. He also put his hand above my head which gives a small access of distance between us. I use that as a way to stand up straight. 

"You're one hella dangerous woman, Kitten. But I am more dangerous than you so I am warning you that what you're doing will definitely end us in danger. Do you understand?" His palm on my cheek gives me chills. He is so gentle and that's so unusual for him.