So after everything that happened I recovered and TJ made an appearance, he wanted tae talk tae me and I was shocked.
I thought he was mad at me because he was really hurt but the truth had tae be told and he knows that already.
TJ: "Drew, Do you know where Brooke went?"
Drew: "Yeah just down that way"
TJ: "Thanks Drew"
(So TJ saw me and he knocked on the door)
Me: "Yeah?"
TJ: "Hi, it's me"
Me: "Hi"
TJ: "Can we talk?"
Me: "Of course, why Nit?"
TJ: "I heard about you being at hospital, I'm glad your ok"
Me: "Me too but TJ, I wasn't thinking aboot me at the time and I'm nit actually thinking aboot me either, I was thinking aboot you"
TJ: "Really?"
Me: "Yeah, I was, I'm sorry aboot whit happened between you and Julie, I really am sorry but I had tae tell you the truth, it killed me knowing this while you didn't know anything aboot it and Who's tae say she wouldn't fake a Miscarriage next?"
TJ: "That's actually what I wanted to talk to you about, I wanted to Thank you actually about that, I could've made a big mistake out there and you made me realise what she's really like and I'm sorry I didn't listen to you in the first place"
Me: "It's ok TJ, you have tae make your own judgment on things in your life and you found out the hard way, like I did actually, I didn't know whit my ex Lewis was actually like until I turned 21"
TJ: "I'm sorry about that too, I didn't know what you were going through"
Me: "I thought you didn't want tae talk tae me after everything that happened because I thought you were mad at me"
TJ: "No, I wasn't mad at you but I was mad at Julie for cheating and lying to me about the pregnancy, plus I needed space anyway from everything that happened, so yeah it's totally not your fault, you're my best friend I wouldn't ever be mad at you"
Me: "Ok"
TJ: "I don't know if I can ever love again after what happened and what she did to me"
Me: "You will, trust me, I didn't think I would but I actually realised I actually still do love someone after all"
TJ: "Who's that?"
Me: "I'm sorry, I have tae go"
I can't believe I chickened out of telling TJ how I really feel but anyway I was on the phone telling Jenna aboot whit happened with me and Julie and whit happened tae me and Julie afterwards.
Jenna was really worried aboot me but I reassured her I was ok and things are fine, I can't believe I didn't tell him aboot my feelings for him.
I was this close but anyway I don't wanna lose him again, I already lost him once, I won't lose him again, I refuse tae give up on him, it's either now or never.
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The Duchess
FanfictionTJ Perkins Love Story. This is about a Scottish Girl called Brooke, she is Noam Dar's None Identical Twin Sister, since the cruiserweight classic she has always routed for her Brother but since seeing TJ she has secretly gained feelings for him and...