Green Eyes That See Red (NEW! UPDATING WHEN I CAN - 2019)

Needed habits

The next few days were spent in relaxation and generally having a good time laughing and joking between the three of us, even Destiny coming round a few evenings to chill with us. This is what I always wanted, to be normal but happy, altogether.

"I'm heading to the shops to buy some shot we need, we've literally been binging on stuff here and have nothing left."
I stated before grabbing my coat and bag.
"I'll come."
Peter approached me smiling scratching his head of rugged hair. I smiled before leaving, Peter close on my heels as we took my car into town. Once we'd grabbed the essentials, we were back again before we knew it. I put the bags down and headed upstairs to Roman's room where I left him, he wasn't there.
"Roman?!"
I called out loud. My brows furrowed and I decided to check round the back of the house in the stable where his big black stallion was kept, maybe he went to pet or feed him.

"Did you find him?"
Peter asked as he unpacked some of the groceries and essentials.
"I think he may be round the back."
I said unsurely as I pulled my boots back on my feet.
"Be right back."
I said quickly before heading out the back door and making my way to the stables. I couldn't see the horse's head that usually poked over the top of his section of the stable. I went to the gate to find Roman on his knees, the horse lying lifeless on the ground close beside him as he was meant into it, drinking the blood from the horse's neck.
"Roman what the fuck?!"
I gasped, throwing both my hands over my mouth in shock. Romans' head snapped up in a matter of seconds as his eyes, more vibrant than ever, pierced into mine, his expression nonchalant before eventually snapping back into reality and looking back at the horse than meeting my eyes again.

"Naomi. I-"
Roman began, his voice a whisper and face full of guilt and regret.
"Just don't."
I flounced out of there, my eyes filling with tears as I headed back to the house to the guest room to be alone.

Roman eventually came and found me a good half an hour after the bloody horse incident, still lying on the bed in the guest room.
"Hey."
He softly said from the doorway. I sat up and offered the smallest of smiles.
"Can I sit?"
He offered. I shrugged.
"Your house."
So he came and sat beside me on the bed without facing me.
"I had to yanno. Do that. It's the horse or a human."
I swallowed hard and met his eyes once more.
"I didn't know your urges were so bad. Why didn't you talk to me?"
I was hurt, I thought we told each other things now. He looked to the floor.
"Your right, I should've said. Honestly it hadn't ever been this bad but it's embarrassing and I feel ashamed. That's why I didn't tell you."
He finally looked at me again.
"Fuck sakes Roman. Just tell me, tell me anything. In fact, tell me something really stupid and embarrassing right now and I'll tell you something in return."
I suggested, a playful smile now on my lips.

Roman's face went from a little confused to a suspicious expression as he tried to work out what I was thinking.
"Hm.. ok."
Roman said in thought, I'd watch amusedly as every now and then the corners of his plush lips would tweak up into a smile before he looked thoughtful again. Finally he turned to me as he ran his tongue briefly over his bottom lip.
"So there was this one time in 10th grade. These assholes in gym class would always cause shit for the whole class and we'd always be let out late. One day I stayed in the changing room after everyone was changed and out in the courts for the lesson. During that time I'd emptied several tubes of super glue into these jerk's shoes then decided to nap out the rest of the lesson. When I woke up a while later, by the sound of laughter, I immediately remembered what I'd done and before I could even stand up I felt the worst pain."
I furrowed my brows, from entertainment to concern as Roman's expression changed to a more regretful one, then back to a smirk.
"Then?"
I urged. His eyes met mine as he laughed.
"Then I stood up off the bench I was lying on to find my hand down my pants stuck to my dick from where I'd been.. yanno. They'd found what I did to their shoes and everything and I'd screwed up so bad they didn't even bother beating me up."
Roman chuckled out loud. I found myself laughing pretty loud too as I pictured a younger Roman in my head, making such a clumsy mess of what could've been a great idea.

"Jesus Roman, thank fuck you're ok down there."
My laughter dying down. Roman smirked mischievously eyeing me.
"Glad you think so."
I rolled my eyes and nudged him playfully.
"Your turn isn't it? I'm looking forward to this."
Roman smirked even wider, leaning back, using his arms to slightly push himself up to look at me, legs stretched out in front of him.
"Ugh fine."
I rolled my eyes, kinda regretting the deal I'd made. Truth is, there's too many awkward times I've done something in my life so there was a wide selection.
"Ok.."
I bit my lip with a small smile anxiously, my eyes barely maintaining contact with Roman's.
"Um, so when I was 14, my mum had her birthday coming up. She had a lot of friends so there was this party planned and I wanted to help her best friend make her birthday cake. Earlier that day, me and mum had been falling out constantly and being the age I was, I wanted an immature way to get her back. So I remembered I was going to be helping her friend make her cake. I knew there was always a bottle of laxative in the medicine box in my house fuck knows why, so I decided to copy the movies and pour some into the cake mixture. I managed to manoeuvre around her friend and any chance her back was turned I'd chuck more laxative into the bowl."
Roman looked thoroughly entertained as his eyes didn't leave mine, his smirk spread right across his whole face.
"So the evening of the party came and we started with Mum's cake. I was more than eager to cut her the first slice and she was super happy with it and ate the whole thing. I knew there was another cake I helped make without the laxative because one wasn't enough and I remembered it was the safe one so I cut myself some of that. However I'd remembered wrong and was crying and shitting at the same time on the toilet at the back of the town hall the rest of the night. So yeah, good times."
I awkwardly laughed looking down, half hating myself for even bringing that up. Roman however was rolling around laughing, basking in my utter embarrassment and shame.

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