Never would I had ever envisioned you as my enemy,
But to say that we are friends is quite subjective.
Words cannot describe what I feel currently.
All of these emotions arouse within me
And I haven't the faintest as to how I can rid of them.
Feelings are just soldiers on the battlefield of emotion.
Right now my soldiers are fighting too many wars
That I don't know what I feel, or how I'm supposed to feel.
Anger, depression, loss, relief, success
Just to name a few, but how could I feel all that
About one particular event,
One particular loss.
But now I think - was it a loss or a gain for my soul?
Now that you are gone, I feel so free and optimistic.
It feels like I have found a sense of meaning,
One that you could never have given me.
Opportunities seem closer than ever
For I am motivated and ready to take on the world.
Perhaps you are now an anti-friend,
But maybe it was meant to be this way.
Things are just starting to get along
Now that we have split paths.
Is this too harsh?
No, I think it's encouragement
For you and I
To move on
And conquer.
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Feelings, Fantasies, and Other Thoughts on Life
PoesíaLife gets out of hand all the time, but sometimes it goes according to plan. Other times, you'd wish that it would go a certain way, and other times you're completely baffled by life. Well, here are my feelings, fantasies, and other thoughts on li...
