Them (BTS au)

Chapter 85

LillyRose's POV

   "Are you still mad at me?"  Jimin says, pain showing through his voice.  "No, I'm not.  I'm just a little annoyed."

I'm truly not mad at him.  I'm just a little irritated, is all.  I think I'm gonna let it go, though.

Jimin's POV

I really don't want her to be mad at me.  I hate when she's mad at me.  That's when I can't hold her, can't kiss her, can't even touch her.

LillyRose's POV

"Are you sure you're not mad at me?  I think you're mad at me, but I don't want you to be because I miss you terribly when you are."

"Jimin, I'm not mad.  I think you're overthinking things.  You're so afraid of me being mad at you that you think I am."

"I'm sorry."  "I'm not mad, but why would you sit with Trixie anyway?"  "She just wanted to sit there.  I didn't think anything of it."

"You know she wants you, Jimin.  You're too friendly.  You're too nice."  "Baby, I'm sorry for letting her sit with us."  He says with pleading eyes.

Jimin's too cute.  Dammit, I can't be difficult with him for too long.  "I forgive you."  "Oh thank you so much, Baby!"  He says with a bright smile, picking me up as he holds me tight, his eyes closed, resembling a child holding its favor teddy bear.

"Dammit, Jimin, I love you."  "I love you more than you could ever know."  He puts me down and kisses me passionately.

Jimin's POV

I really don't think Lilly knows the extent of my love for her.  I believe she knows that I love her, but it's more than she'll ever know.

Lilly is my everything.  I don't know what I'd do without her.  She's the first girl I've ever been able to show my affection to.  She's the first girl I've ever had the confidence to pursue a relationship with.  She's the first girl I can truly say I love.

She's so sweet and nurturing.  She was there for Yoongi in his weakest moment.  She's always there when I beat myself up over something.  She looked after Kookie when he was dating Ambry, or whatever the hell her name is.

She's so affectionate.  She kisses me and kisses on me.  She hugs me.  She holds me.  I love that she's not afraid to show her love for me.

She's so bold, I love it.  I've truly never seen a girl like her, so bold and brave.  She stands up for herself.  She speaks her mind, and she doesn't care what anyone has to say about it.  She's not afraid to confront someone, or whoop somebody's ass.  She's not afraid of anything.

She's so strong, and I'm not just talking about physically.  She's going through something right now, but she's not being broken by it.  She is strong for other people.  She is my strength, especially when I'm not.  She is Yoongi's strength.  She is strong for all of us.

She's committed to our relationship.  She wears my promise ring.  She never takes it off unless she's doing something that has to do with water.  The moment it comes off and it has nothing to do with water is the moment I break.

She's not afraid to be herself, and I love that about her.  She doesn't care if people judge her personality.  I love her for her. 

I truly love Lilly, and I can honestly say that she's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.  I see a future with her.

I see us having kids together.  We would have, as she would say, "Blasian babies."  More specifically, "Blorean".

She would get them dressed in the morning for school while I get ready for work.  I'd kiss her and the kids on my way out of the door.

We'd take turns taking them to their extracurricular activities.

We'd eat together at the dinner table every night and talk about our day, just enjoying being a family.

We'd take turns tucking them in at night and reading them bedtime stories, also telling tales of monsters that are going to get them if they don't behave well or brush their teeth.

I could go on and on, but it would take all day to finish.  I've just...really imagined our lives together.  I hope Lilly's done the same.

.....

Zarion's POV

I knock on the door.  I should've just rang the doorbell.  Stupid me.  I'm so nervous, I think I'm about to sweat bullets.

Mrs. Williams opens the door.  "Zarion?  What are doing you here?"  She says with a confused frown, looking at me.

It feels like forever since I've seen Mrs. Williams, so it feels like I'm gonna pass out when she's looking at me so intensely.

"Um, I-I came to see Lilly, if that's ok."  I stammer.  "It's been a year since you've shown your face around here.  Honestly, I don't think my daughter wants to see you."

"I understand, but can I at least try to talk to her?  We're on better terms now."  "Mmmmmm, ok,"  She says, looking and sounding unsure.  "But I can't guarantee that she's gonna talk to you."

LillyRose's POV

There's a knock on my door.  "Lilly, you have a visitor."  My mom says. 

A visitor?  It can't be Jimin.  He would've just come by himself.

"Let them in."  "Ok."  My mom opens the door and closes the door back after letting the person in.

"Oh hell no."  "Lilly, I want to talk to you."  Zarion says.  "The fuck are you doing here?  You couldn't have texted?"

"Lilly, I thought we were on better terms."  "First of all, I want nothing to do with you.  Second of all, that doesn't mean you can just pop up."

"I'm sorry for that, but Lilly, please listen to me.  Can I sit down?"  He says with pleading eyes.

I roll my eyes and sigh.  "Fine."  He sits beside me on the bed, our eyes making contact. 

"Lilly, I'm truly sorry for what I did to you.  There's no excuse for it.  It was a super shitty thing to do, and I know that you see me as a fuckboy, but I promise you I've changed.  Can you ever forgive me?"

I sigh.  "I forgive you."  "Thank you so much for forgiving me, Lilly,"  He says enthusiastically.  "I've been feeling so guilty about everything.  I shouldn't have hurt you.  You're an amazing person, and you didn't deserve what I did.  I just wish things were the way they used to be."

"Thanks for realizing that, I guess."  He spreads out his arms.  "Can we hug it out?"  He says with a charming smile.  I guess....

I lean into him and we hug.  I can't believe I'm hugging my ex.

Zarion's POV

I'm so glad Lilly and I are on better terms.  It feels so good to hug her.  She always smells so good and I've missed being able to have her in my arms.

It sucks to think about the fact that I can't hold her or kiss her anymore.  It hurts to think that someone else is doing it.

I'll do whatever it takes to get Lilly back.