Them (BTS au)

Chapter 41

LillyRose's POV

   Joonie just left.  I need to check on Hoseok.  My paranoia is getting the best of me.

I slip over to his house.  Hobi let's me in after knocking on the door.  He doesn't say anything.

He doesn't say anything as we walk upstairs to his room.

He doesn't say anything as I sit down on his bed.

God, the silence is killing me.

He's standing in front of me, a few feet away with his arms folded over his chest, looking at me with a cold expression on his face.

"Ok, Hoseok, how do you feel?"  I slowly say, looking up at him, not knowing how he's going to react.

"I feel secondhand betrayal.  How could you guys do this to Jimin?  So, what, are you guys, like, a thing now?  Are you guys in a secret relationship we didn't know about?"

"No, no,"  I say quickly, making a hand gesture.  "We're just friends with benefits."  "Like that makes anything any better."  He says, frowning.

"Hobi-"  "So what happens after that?  You guys catch feelings, become a thing, and ride off into the sunset?  Leaving Jimin behind?  Everyone knows friends with benefits don't work out because people get emotionally attached, which wasn't apart of the deal, but it happens anyway."

"Jesus fucking Christ, Jimin won't even tell me he likes me!"  "But you know it, and so does Joon.  And how can Namjoon even say he wants you two to get together, when he's tonguing you down in your room?"

"Because we're just friends with benefits.  Honestly, I can do whatever I want with whoever I want.  Jimin and I aren't dating.  Jimin can't man up and tell me how he feels.  If he wants to date me, then he has to come to me and tell me that.  I'm not just gonna wait forever, Hobi.  I can have an interest in you, Taehyung, Joonie, or any other boy.  We are not an item."

"Maybe Jimin's shy.  Did you ever think of that?"  "Of course I have, but sometimes you have to put your shyness aside and take what you want."  "So, are you sure you and Joon aren't dating?"

"I'm positive we aren't dating.  We're friends with benefits.  You won't tell anyone, right?" 

He sighs, his eyes closed.  "No, I won't tell anyone.  I'm just...kinda disappointed."

"Hobi,"  I get up and start walking toward him, my index finger on his chest as he takes steps backward, him looking down at me.  "If I wanted to kiss you right now, it would be ok.  You know why?,"  His back hits the wall.  "Because Jimin and I aren't dating."

My finger slides down his body, his eyes following my every movement.

I tug on the waistband of his basketball shorts.

"Y'know, Hobi, I can see your dick print through these shorts."  I smirk and grip his dick, making his breath hitch as his eyes close.

"You know what'll make your dick show better?  Gray sweatpants."  I pull his shorts down a little, almost exposing him before letting them go.

"See, Hobi?  You were ok with this.  Pretty upsetting when it isn't you, isn't it?"

I leave his room, walk out of his house, and walk back into mine.