Gun Shy

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i'm a little gun shy:
i want to kiss you
a bullet from my lips to yours
with slow and gentle grace
i promise not to leave exit wounds
     (you can hold what i give you inside)
i will be patient with the draw
let you see the shot coming
or beg you to shoot me first
because i am already down
my wrists are bullet holes
from a trigger i pulled in an echoing place
and i still hear it now
but i want hits from your lips
and fingertips
my skin can be target practice
because i am gun shy
when it comes to living touches
and i need them now

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