i'd change it
if i could go back
i'd be a better friend
i would never have asked you out like that
so i could have seen this
coming
like it did
i'm waiting to stop wanting you
from the hole in my chest
(i think you just dug it deeper)
i would have held you
more loosely
with careful hands
(i wish i didn't know what your skin feels like)
i'd change it if i couldbecause i don't know
if i could save usnow
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Dysphoria
Poetry"I dreamt I grew roots and sunk into deep earth, Where mud became my skin and dampened grains freckled my surface, I opened my mouth wide for the sprouting branches Leaf-speckled limbs And sunflowers blossomed from my eyes, Sunlight bled in waves, w...