If I Could Save Us Now

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i'd change it
if i could go back
i'd be a better friend
i would never have asked you out like that
so i could have seen this
coming
like it did
i'm waiting to stop wanting you
from the hole in my chest
     (i think you just dug it deeper)
i would have held you
more loosely
with careful hands
     (i wish i didn't know what your skin feels like)
i'd change it if i could

because i don't know
if i could save us

now

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