Selfishly I'm happy // Dialogue Prompt

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    She smiled softly at her best friend, the one who had stayed with her through everything, "Yes, I'm stupid because I worry that I should break up with him," she paused to see her friend open her mouth to retort and she quickly continued,  "but that's because I want him to be happy and if being with me is not enough then I should respect that. He has always respected me. I should grant him this one opportunity." Her friend sighed, running a hand through her hair.

    "You know he loves you," she said, "whenever we talk he always talks about how much he loves you." Her words were not as comforting as usual and so she continued. "He loves you so much. How do you not feel it?" The other girl span around, eyes crystallising with tears.

    "Currently I am so damaged I can't even love him properly in the way he deserves to be loved," she said in a rush, "my mind fragments every single day and my body weakens with every unwanted advance. My weakened state isn't someone he wants. It is not someone he fell in love with. It is not the soul he wants." She took a breath, as if that alone could save her from breaking at the seams, "it is not a soul that is worthy of him. I am not worthy of him. But selfishly, I relish in the fact he believes I am.

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Hello angels ♡ I hope you enjoy this dialogue prompt especially as this is one based on my feelings. I wrote this when I got into a relationship with a boy who seemed so perfect and so out of my league. I would constantly wonder if I was enough for him until I realised that he loved me so much he had chosen to be with me out of all the other girls clamouring for his attention (and trust me, there were tons!) If you do decide to use this prompt, please be sure to vote on this chapter and to credit this story and the owners. ♡

Love, Cinder ♡

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