i didn't ask for any of this.
i didn't ask for the dark, agonizing pain that shadows my every move.
i didn't ask for her as a mother.
why was she given to me?
what did i ever do wrong?
someone please tell me before i end up rotting in a coffin six feet under.
the hurt has stopped at this point; i'm just numb.
someone end this.
anyone.
i don't understand.
i'm so sick of life, of having to get up day after day and plaster that fake smile on my face, to lie and say "i'm okay, just tired." when someone asks how i'm holding up.
sometimes it's painful just to take a breath.
