i've read tons of romance novels in my life.
and i always dreamed of finding find my augustus waters.
my will newman.
my oliver bright.
my charlie reed.
my edward cullen.
the tall one.
with the dark wavy hair.
and the bright flashy smile.
the contagious laugh.
the bright, lit up eyes.
the kind heart.
the tender touch.
will i ever find my romance-novel-worthy boy?
or will i forever stay wanting,
wishing,
needing for him to show up and sweep me away.
if he existed he should be here by now.
so why isn't he?
