i've kept this all in for so long.
i've kept my inner turmoil inside.
i didn't let anything escape.
of course, i couldn't let anything escape.
i already screwed up.
i'm already an outcast.
i already lost all my friends.
i don't want to be the fucking edgy bitch too.
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