i lost myself in your beauty;
your enchanting words and the eloquence with which you spoke,
i hoped that it wouldn't turn out this way again,
but yet again, my heart is what is broke.
after this year,
you will be dead and gone,
a distant memory,
and i will learn to move on.
my heart hurts like hell,
every inch of me pines for you,
but no longer will i ache,
no longer will i be blue.
you claimed you could help with my demons,
you claimed you could be my light,
but i'm still stranded here,
stuck in this everlasting night.
