amnesia

theatre

i wonder
what people see
when they look
into my eyes
do they see
a girl
who enjoys living
who smiles like sunshine
and has
a heart of gold
or do they see
what i see
a girl
who hides behind
her golden appearance
playing with
others' hearts
for her own
fulfilling pleasure
a girl
whose mysterious
emerald eyes
slowly coax you
into trusting her
a girl
that holds
a heart the
size of a raisin
and made
of burnt-out embers