i'm tired of being me.
everyone tells me how lucky i am to be noticed by boys, how lucky i am to be so "gorgeous", how lucky i am to have a body.
i'm not lucky.
i'm not lucky to have guys stare at something that isn't my face.
i'm not lucky to be stereotyped for being blonde.
i'm not lucky to have a body, because that's all guys look at.
they don't care about my problems.
or that i like AC/DC.
or that i wanna have a conversation instead of sending nudes.
no, my friends, i am not lucky.
