can you unlove someone?
can you take away every single memory you've shared, remove every beautiful lie and scarring truth from your brain, delete every ounce of love in your heart for that person?
i wish i could.
i wouldn't have to suffer through the turmoil of watching him experience those things with her.
i wouldn't have to care that he picked her over me.
but it wasn't really a choice.
he never knew i loved him.
he didn't bat an eyelash towards me.
i was just the friend
and
the friend i will remain.
