what in the fuck is wrong with you.
you can't just leave.
if you're going to fucking leave, GIVE A FUCKING REASON OTHER THAN "IT'S TIME TO LET GO"
it wasn't time to let go.
and now
now you're reaching out again.
WHAT CRUEL, TWISTED GAME ARE YOU PLAYING, J?
the one where you decide you want to keep me at an arms length for some things, then tell me about your personal life the next second?
no
i will not live like this.
i will not
keep crying
over your
sorry ass.