mom, why can't you just be here for me.
why do i have to be the adult of the house when dad isn't home.
why did you decide to force me into a adulthood when i was barely hitting double digits.
you're supposed to give me mom advice when i'm feeling down.
not leaving me to do the laundry after you shit your pants.
i had to learn how to be a girl ON MY OWN.
i don't have sisters or brothers.
i don't have anyone else.
so thank you, mother, for being selfish and turning your head when i'm going through the years i need you most.