i can't with boys.
with him.
i tried to deny it.....
to deny that all these butterflies i think i get when i'm around him?
they're real.
to deny that the real reason i started to bite my lip in my classes?
it's because i look at him.
to deny why i get that feeling like i'm flying?
it's because i talk to him.
to deny that instinct to talk to him.
i tried to deny it all.....
but i can't.
i loved him.
and i still do.
but now she has him.....
all because my heart never told me what was actually true.
