"They say our lives are purposely made for our growths of our "past lives" intentions to learn from their pasts. Such a brutal way to hide away the pain and the cruelty some of us face as if our "past lives" will ever want to grow through horrors? We start as one, alone and bound to our pasts — to our presents; stuck in a system we cannot break, but we do not give up. Too free-willed to be held by our demons, our bruised fingers interlocked into tight holds— holds that we won't ever let go through the feral winds belonging to the thunderous storms hung above our heads, but our grip will never loosen no matter how hard the waves of the tides break apart our boat. We will always remain as eight until the end of our time."
Kang Yeosang, 1987.
( 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐆𝐄!𝐀𝐔, 𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐙 )
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DEATHJAMZstarted: 05.28.19
ended: 02.21.21CHOI SAN known as the PLAYBOY.
He rests his head against the plush pillow, completely ignoring the girl as she spoke to him about meeting up again, but he tuned her voice out because he won't see her again.
He only does flings, one-time things, no strings attached because he doesn't want to get attached — not again.
He hears the bedroom door shut and he turns to his side, a blank expression on his face as he laid there, naked; this is who he is. This is how he'll live out his teenage years, to forget about the stupid rejection — about her in general. And until he does, he's going to continue his life the way it is.
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