The Guilt Consumes

Chapter 12

"Why are you crying?" we decided to watch the third sequel of how to train your dragon and I must say, it was very emotional. The movie had finished and the credits rolled while I wipe my nose and eyes with a tissue. I've used about a dozen tissues and they're all over the coffee table, scattered around.

"Because, it's so sad. Hiccup let toothless go; his best friend. He wanted him to find love and be free" I sniff and sigh leaning back looking up at the ceiling. "Gosh, and their kids... so adorable" I say swooning.

"You sound like you have a crush on the kids" Liam muses.

"More like the father of the kids" I reply absentmindedly and in a daze. My eyes widen and I slap my hand over my mouth. No one knows about my crush on Hiccup. Reason being, the fact that he's a cartoon character. A cartoon character. I look to my right and see Liam smirking.

"You... have a crush... on Hiccup, an animated character?" he asks me slowly. I stay neutral, waiting for his reaction. He bursts out laughing to the point actual tears roll down and he can't breath. I roll my eyes at his immaturity.

"Whatever" I mutter to myself. I see the twins asleep on the floor and I softly wake them up. They yawn and stretch, Asher smacking me in the process. He mutters an apology and i shake my head laughing. "Twins, get ready for bed. We're getting takeaway and then it's straight to bed" I say and point to the stairs. They sigh and begrudgingly walk out of the living room and up to their rooms. I walk out of the living room and I begin to get the menus out and start reading at what is more appealing. I take a seat on the stool when I see Liam entering the kitchen.

"Hey, look, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to... offend you" he tells me as he saunters opposite me and sits on the seat. I can hear the laughter that's wanting to escape his mouth. I roll my eyes, ignoring his presence. "Hey, don't ignore me now" I still ignore him and flick through every type of food. I turn around and walk back to the cupboard where all the other menus stay. I stand on my tiptoes and reach for the other bunch of menus and take them down. I tap my chin deciding between Thai and Romanian food. From behind me I hear the stool squeak and I'm guessing Liam left. I carry on deciding on what to order. 

"Hmm, I'm craving... Thai" I mumble to myself as I look through the menu.

"Well I'm craving... you" i suddenly hear Liam whisper in my ear from behind. I drop the menu on the table from shock. I feel his breath on my neck and it makes shivers run down my body. My breathing becomes heavy.

"Yeah, well you're not getting me" I tell him sassily however my voice comes out breathless. He chuckles lowly and moves closer to me, then turns me around so we're face to face. His breath becomes more stronger and the cold air becomes more prominent. His hand trails from my wrist up my arm. His fingers goes under my sleeves caressing every inch of my skin. I close my eyes as I let the sensation overwhelm me. Then, out of nowhere, I feel his other hand creep under my shirt. His hand reaches my hip and he pulls me closer to him. His body heat radiating off of him on to me as if I'm in a sauna. He lowers his face closer to my ear.

"I think I already am" is all he replies back with and he kisses my ear. I let out a shaky breath. What is happening right now? His lips go further down until he reaches the dip of my face and kisses my jawline. His hand moves from my hip and goes higher and higher. I close my eyes and all I see is... is... Jackson.

I see the way he smiles at me. The way he touches my hand. The way he plays with my hair. The way he kisses every part of my skin and showers so much love with his kisses. They're slow and steady and warm. I see Jackson dipping his head as it disappears somewhere in my neck. I feel the amazing feeling from his lips as it touches my neck. I release a moan and his face takes over my mind. Gosh, I love him. I love him so much I can't let him go. I open my eyes with a smile still on my lips. It falters once I see who's in front of me. "Told you i was craving you" He whispers and smirks. I feel his hand still under my shirt and I pull away from him as if he's been set on fire. He looks at me confused as tears blurs my vision. "Hey hey, Blythe it's okay. Calm down. Breathe"