Eighteen and Nineteen Reasons Why
*Day Ten*
Annabelle POV
Tomorrow is the day of the funeral, and I'm so nervous my heart is going to burst out of my chest. I was asked (by my mother) to write a eulogy for him. I a guarantee that I will just be like no and curl in a ball and cry in front of everyone.
Which is all I've been doing lately, so I'll have some practice. Everyone has been really supportive and kind to me since yesterday, and I'm really thankful. Especially Ashton. He's always checking up on me, making I'm one hundred percent okay one hundred percent of the time. It's really sweet.
And because of my large of sadness floating through my bloodstream right now, I've decided to skip class today and tomorrow, I'll pick it back up the day after.
But until then, I'm out.
There's a knock on the door and I quickly yell a response, and then Ashton comes in.
"Hey, beautiful. Are you feeling okay?" He asks me and hands a chocolate bar.
18. Probably sweetest person alive
"I'm doing better than this morning, but not a well as you, that's for sure."
"You'll get there, I promise."
"Thanks for the chocolate."
"Sure." He sits down on my bed in front of me. "Guess what I brought you?"
"My brother back?"
"No, I'm sorry, princess. But I did buy you these." Then he brings out two bouquets of flowers. "Amelia told me you loved flowers, lilies especially. I figured if I bought you some it would brighten something up."
"Why did you bring two?"
"I could decide which one to buy, so I got both."
"Oh, thank you, Ash. You're so sweet." I say. He just smiles and kisses my forehead. Then he looks at me with his hazel eyes, which I just now realized were beautiful.
19. Beautiful eyes
"I missed you in class today." He says.
"I missed you all day in general."
"Really?"
"Yeah. I was obnoxiously bored all day. By the time I cried out all my tears, I just sat here and tried to keep my mind off Dylan. Whenever someone stopped by, I was sad when they left."
"Who all stopped by?"
"You- twice- Jenna- she lives here- Meg did, Luke did, Mikey and Milly, and Calum. So, everyone."
"You are loved, my dear, Annabelle." Ashton jokes. I laugh, and my heart feel a little better. Then he laughs, and it feels much better.
"But everyone left to go back to class and I was alone again." I say.
"Well, then. I guess I'll have to stay."
"All night?"
"All night."
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"So, babe, you wanna watch a movie?" Ashton asks me. Like he promised, he hasn't left me yet and I don't think he plans it.
"Sure. What movie?" Every room cane with a TV, and luckily for me, my room also came with a crazy movie fan that brought two dozen movies when she moved in.
"I don't know. When is Jenna coming back?"
"She actually texted me about twenty minutes ago saying she was staying in your dorm tonight."
"With Cal?"
"Yeah."
"Well, then, I guess we can watch whatever. How about Safe Haven?"
"You like Safe Haven?" He binned and put it in.
"Yeah. My sister, Lauren, made me watch it once before and it was pretty good."
"You have a sister?"
"Yeah. And a brother."
"Are they older or younger?"
"Both younger."
"So you're the eldest of three?"
"Yes."
"What's your brothers name?"
"Harry."
"Like Harry Styles?"
"Yes, but he's not Harry Styles."
"That would be awesome."
"I guess. I don't really listen to One Direction so I don't know."
"You would if one of the members was your brother."
"That is true."
The movie starts to play and the both of us shut up. We get comfortable in my bed, all cuddled up together. I'm laying in a fetal position on my side with a pillow, and Ash has his arms loosely wrapped around my waist. Our legs are tangled together. His head is resting above my head. I feel extremely safe and warm and loved. The movie ends and we don't move. I slowly drift off thinking of Ashton.
What is this boy doing to me?
Right before I fully fall asleep, I feel a kiss placed in the top of my head.
"Goodnight, my beautiful princess. I love you."
A/N: if you don't find this hella cute I don't know what you do.
HEY HEY, NONE OF YOU ARE READING MY CAL STORY YET WHAT.
UPDATE! I'm sitting in a car with my 16yr old sister driving with a permit, with my dad and my younger sister. With the AC on. In October.
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Bailey xx
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