The Brown Eye Girl (Completed )

🧡Chapter 23🧡

Lauren POV

Everyone gets up ready today. Today is the last day of our tour and tommorow we're flying back to our individual homes. I'm gonna miss Kenzie and Isabelle a lot. They are living in Pittsburgh.

We ate our breakfast and went to the venue. "Hey Lauren!" "Hi Isabelle I'm gonna miss you a lot." "Me too Lolo, what can I do?" She tried laughing. We hugged and I wiped my tiny little tear which fell out. I love my friends more than anything and they know it.

We came out from the mini van and many fans we're already there. They shouted and screamed when they saw us. We took some photos and went in to the backstage. I really love my fans a lot, without them I wouldn't be here. Today were performing extra. Johnny, Kenzie, Hayden and Annie will be singing a song together and at the end all of us will be singing a song. "Isa have u realize Carson is always on his phone?" "Yes Lolo I realized it lately." I looked at him and indeed he was seeing his phone.

Jenzie and Hannie are now performing. They are singing Who Says by Selena Gomez and The Scene. (I love that song ) Isabelle was now talking to Jacob so, I went to talk with Carson. "Hey Carson, whatcha doing?" I asked him. "Something" he just replied to me like that without even looking. Anger boiled in me. I quickly got up and told him "Fine! If u don't wanna say than I'm not gonna bother u anymore." I turned and I tried to walk away but Carson pulled me and hugged me tightly.

We stood there like that for a few minutes. Than he let go and hold onto my hand. "I love you ok Lauren. U must not tell anyone. I'm working on an app call sup (Chicken girls anyone? ) And I'm sure it's gonna be a success." "Ooh ok Carson. I promise I won't tell anyone." After a long thinking he smirked and said "Don't get jealous, I'm not texting any girl." Witht that he let go of my hand and went somewhere.

I was standing there repeatedly thinking what he said. "Lauren? LAUREN!" "Oh.. Yeah?" I snapped out of my thoughts. I turned to see it was Annie and they have finished the fourio performance and Johnny is gonna sing What If with Kenzie. I started singing with them

Let's talk about all those things that we shouldn't talk about
Those kind of words that would change all the things we talk about
Tell me do you ever think of us?
Should I ask for more or should I stop?
What if a tomorrow means that we are here together?
What if we are taking chances just to loose it all?
Am I really crazy thinking 'bout this all together?
What if I've been missing the writing on the wall?
What if I say
I know, you know
What if I told you I like you?
We stay, we go
What if I told you I like you?
I know, you know
What if I told you I like you?
We stay, we go
What if I told you I like you?
What if I told you I like you?
What if I told you I like you?
I hear everything you saying, saying 'bout us
It's not about right or wrong, it's about what we love
Would it be simple or would it be too complicated?
Should I keep going or maybe it's better to stop?
What if a tomorrow means that we are here together?
What if we are taking chances just to loose it all?
Am I really crazy thinking 'bout this all together?
What if I've been missing the writing on the wall?
What if I say
I know, you know
What if I told you I liked you?
We stay, we go
What if I told you I liked you?
I know, you know
What if I told you I like you?
We stay, we go
What if I told you I like you?
What if I told you I like you?
What if I say
I know, you know
What if I told you I liked you?
We stay, we go
What if I told you I liked you?
I know, you know
What if I told you I liked you?
We stay, we go
What if I told you I liked you?
I like you, oh yeah
What if I told you I like you
What if I told you I like you?
Let's talk about all those things that we shouldn't talk about

This is the last song and soon they finished. All of us went to the satge and took pictures with everyone. We were than told to sing a song too. We decided to sing Emoceans by Kenzie.

Layin' in my bed, my head aches
Thinkin’ too much what people gon' say
They all got a price, a price I gotta pay
They all got a game, but I don't wanna play
When I got all these emoceans
Rollin’ like oceans, tryin' to bring me down
When it gets crazy, I know that maybe
I get a little freaked out, yeah
Don't care what they say, 'cause it's only noise
Yeah, I know I got a choice
When I got all these emoceans
Rollin' like oceans, tryin' to bring me down
But I won't drown
But I won't drown
Oh, oh, oh, emoceans
Oh, oh, oh
Reassurance, I could use a little
When I’m on my own, don’t meet me in the middle
But it's in my hands, I gotta stay swimmin’
Keep my head up like I'm still winnin'
When I got all these emoceans
Rollin’ like oceans, tryin' to bring me down
When it gets crazy, I know that maybe
I get a little freaked out, yeah
Don't care what they say, 'cause it's only noise
Yeah, I know I got a choice
When I got all these emoceans
Rollin' like oceans, tryin' to bring me down
But I won't drown
But I won't drown
Oh, oh, oh, emoceans
Oh, oh, oh, but I won't drown
Yeah, I cry sometimes
Lose my mind sometimes
I've been lost and found
But I won't drown
Walkin' on the sea
Found the fight in me
Tryin' to bring me down
But I won't drown,
No I won't drown, yeah
(All these emoceans, rollin' like oceans, tryin' to bring me down)
But I won't drown, no
(I got all these emoceans, yeah)
But I won't drown
Oh, oh, oh, emoceans
Oh, oh, oh, emoceans

During this whole song Carson was looking at me. At the end he winked at me. Later than we had interview and we headed back home. The convo between me and Carson played repeatedly as if a CD stucked in a player in my head.

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