FINDING NEMA

CHAPTER 9 PART TWO

ANDRIE

The moment the door shut behind her..

I blow a heavy air from my lungs..
Literal na napabuga ako ng hangin..
Hirap palang mag control ng emotions..

Over the past years..

Being popular subject of media and high society I've learned how to control my emotions..

And how to stop getting angry so often, how to control myself for being rude toward people sorrounded me..

And I think there's a really important distinction to understand that you can control your emotions whatever the situation you are in..

I've leared that you can control your reaction to your own emotions.
And a lot of people think that im just like my father..

He maybe a well known for being Ruthless Business Tycoon..

Without emotions..

But they are all wrong.

He is just a loving father for me and Claire
A devoted Husband to my mother..

My father tought me a lot of things...

Separate your business to your own personal emotions..

At sa kaso ko parang mahihirapan ako..

Ngayon ko lang naiintindihan ang sarili kong Ama..
He told me many time how ruthless he was..

But when he fell inlove to my spoiled brat mother..

Everything has changed..
Natutunan daw niyang magpatawad..
At maghintay.

Kahit kailan daw di niya isinuko si Mommy..

Kahit lahat ng tao..sinabing patay na si Mommy at nilamon ng karagatan noon sa Palawan

Once again I took a very deep breath...

Buti napigilan ko pa sarili ko kanina..

Ayaw kong masira ang mga plano ko..
Sumandal ako at binuksan ang butones ng long white long sleeve ko.
I Feel exhausted because of that different emotions I had to deal it now..

I have to do something.

I can't tolerate the fact, that
the women..I'd been searching for over 5 years is just right down on my teritory..

Mabilis kong dinial ang number ni Detective Lazarro..

"HELLO Mr.Lorenzo napatawag kayo"

"Stop Searching for her"

"Why Sir"

Tanong nito..bka iniisip niya ayaw ko na serbisyo ng Detective agency nila..

"Because the subject is on my hand Detective Lazarro"

"What? You mean you already found her?"

"Long story Detective ...Lazarro pero may bago akong ipapagawa sa inyo. .
Another Job.
Although the same Subject"

"But Of course Mr.Lorenzo.Anything for you"

"She is actually here right now ..
She is just a hired new archirect sa Company ko..
Gusto kong abangan mo pag uwi niya. Sundan mo saan siya nakatira..sino nga kasama nya.. I need a completed details ng buhay niya...kailangan ko ng mabilisang resulta Mr. Lazarro..Dont worry babayaran kita ng double sa serbisyo mo sa akin"

"Ok Mr. LORENZO,, Expect the result tomorrow"

"Thank You Detective lazarro"

I ended the Call..