FINDING NEMA

💚EPILOGUE💚

CLAIRE

Everythings all settled and prepared..
Today is my brother's best day of his life
The breathtaking beach wedding ceremony will be solenmly execute during the sun will kiss the ocean on the west side of the Island..

Napakaganda ng pagkaka designs
Ang sarap tingnan ang magkahalong puti at sky blue..bumagay dito ang maaliwalas na puti at bughaw na kalangitan..

And I'm so happy for them..
Masaya ako para kay Andrie dahil finally mabubuo na niya ang pamilya niya.

Masaya ako dahil nagkaroon na uli ng bata sa Mansion..
Our Parents longing for child and I know having Angelo in ourlives was best gift we could have...

Masaya ako,dahil nakikita kong masaya ang mga mahal ko sa buhay..

Kumpleto kaming lahat sa pinakamasayang araw ng buhay ni Andrie..

Si Daddy masayang nakikipaglaro kay Angelo ng football sa malawak na lawn ng villa..
I could hear it to my Father's consistent laugh that he is undeniable happy..

Si Mommy at lola na kanina pa busy sa pag mamando sa mga taong naghahanda sa celebration party after the weeding..
Na kahit may mga magagaling na event Organizer di parin kampante.

Indeed this is the happiest moment of ourlives as a Family..

Napabuntong hininga ako.
Masaya ba talaga ako?
Do i look happy now?

Ngumiti ako ng mapakla..
Dahil alam kong hindi..
Mahirap maging masaya kong basag na basag ka..
Na kahit pilitin mong tumawa pero di aabot yun sa puso mo..

Namumuo na naman ang luha sa bilugan kong mga mata..

Nagbabadya na naman itong maglandas sa magkabilang pisngi ko..

I can't help it..

Right now..
I may look happy
But deep inside I'm so broken
But i need to hide it and pretend nothings happen...

I'm gonna handle my things
My own problem like a braved millenial and Matured woman.

Mag dadalawang linggo na mula ng ipinasya kong umuwi ng Pinas..

Two reasons why i left New York City..

First, it's my twin brother special day ..

Second, I dont want to see Timothy again...

Malalim ang iniwang sugat ni Timothy sa puso ko at sa pagkatao ko...

The Man i used to love more than anyone i could remember..

At the same time,
The man who broke me into my million pieces...

I closed my eyes..

And there he is..
Para ko siyang nakikita
His notorious rugged outfit..
And his trademark badboy Aura..
His deep set chocolate brown eyes that surely would haunt me for rest of my life..

Ipinasya kong maglakad lakad na muna.

May 20 minutes pa bago official na magsimula ang Ceremony..