Demi
- I'm sorry.. I acted by impulse and seeing you low made my heart twitch.. I should've learned the first time I rejected you.. I'm sorry..
I looked down - Exactly.. you rejected me.. for the second time..
- Demi.. I'm not perfect.. You hurt me!
- I was drunk! - I yelled frustrated
- Yes you were but that doesn't take the image off of my head! - He yelled back
I stared at his face trying to contain my tears.. he had a point.. I also had a point..
- What does this mean?
He closed his eyes taking a deep breath - I really do wanna break up
I looked down nodding - Okay..
We stood there in silence just looking at different things.. seconds later, after all the flashes of the great and bad moments we had passed, I whispered - Okay..
We did the show and I asked Anna to change with me.. they knew Nick and I broke up just for the simple fact that we couldn't even talk to each other
Selena asked questions and the fact that I wasn't responding to her and mostly ignoring her, made us get distant from each other
I started purging more and cutting myself deeper.. Nothing compared to the pain inside of me
I often skipped shows and sometimes, never got out of the small bedroom of the bus..
Everything was dark.. I was in so much pain.. It came to a point where I stared at my blade and thought.. "maybe I should do it today.." end it all you know?
One night, after dinner, we had no shows so I decided to walk a little.. get fresh air..
I saw a huge cliff and stared at it.. tears started streaming in my eyes..
I sat on it crying while looking down.. my feet were swinging in the air
Nick
It's been a week since our break up and it all has been consuming me
Demi is getting worse everyday and people were starting to talk about it
One day after dinner, I saw her start to walk away from the bus so I decided to follow her
She stopped staring at something and I got closer.. she sat on the ground. it seemed like a huge cliff..
My eyes started to water as she cried.. was she going to jump? I gotta stop her!
She moved her butt closer to the edge and I started running as fast as I could
She bounced on her arms and jumped
- NOOO!!! - I yelled crying
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OH FUCKING JESUS!!
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What If.. (Nemi)
Fanfiction{Nick Jonas & Demi Lovato} [Nemi Fanfiction] What if Nick was Shane? Would it be better? What would've happen? Would Nick and Demi be together forever or would they end up exactly like Joe and Demi ended up in real life? Lets find out (2014)