What If.. (Nemi)

Chapt. 12: Believe In Me!

Nick

Everything was finally in it's place!. We both decided in maintain us a secret since we didn't wanted to be in the flashlights for now.

We continued filming the movie like nothing was happening and at night we would go to the "Camp Star" stage on a "date"

It was funny because we didn't needed to be kissing and hugging all the time.. We actually were mostly either talking or running around the arena playing hide and seek like two giant kids

She was one of the funniest persons I've ever met in my life and I was somehow comfortable around her.. I wasn't sat in the same place for too long, and laughed all the time

We were shooting for "Whouldn't Change A Thing" and it was coming great.. It was a beautiful scene for the movie and very sweet.. wow.. I sound like a chick talking..

Anyways, I was getting nervous because we were getting closer to the "kiss" thing that happens in the movie.. She sure is my girlfriend but.. I'm a private guy and having cameras pointing at you while you're kissing your girlfriend isn't the most comfortable thing ever..

The next day, we got up really early to shoot the part where Mitchie wakes up.

I was yawning all the time just like Kevin and Alison. We were the ones who looked tired.. hell I was with a massive headache!

Last night we ended our take really late and went right to bed.

After a few tries, we started the part where she would find us all and me and my brothers played "Heart & Soul". I played the guitar and piano while singing, Kevin had the guitar solos and Joe a guitar too

It was really fun.

Me and Joe went to a separate room later to play playstation together. He was winning and that was pissing me off. WHAT? I like to win okay?!

Demi walked inside and sat in the back of my couch playing with my hair while talking with Joe. I was more focused in the game than in the conversation

- And how's your show? - he asked while I slowly started winning

- It's great! Everyone's awesome you know?

I continued playing seeing this as my chance to get advantage since he was distracted. But damn, he was good at it!

- How did you did that?! - he said mad

I chuckled - Like in "High School Musical".. get your head in the game

He shook his head - You're so going down! Demi help me!

I chuckled shaking my head

- What?! How?!

- I don't know! You're his girl! You probably have tricks!

I laughed leaning my head back and went back to the game - Joe's a bad loser!!

- Look who's talking - he mumbled

I looked back at the game and continued playing. A little bit later, Demi went down and sat in the arm of the small couch - Don't you dare Demetria!

She chuckled and leaned to my ear whispering

My eyes widened - Demi don't!

She laughed and Joe frowned confused

She started kissing my neck and biting distracting me as Joe started saying "YES!!" and "Keep going Demi!"

I tried as hard as I could but my fingers couldn't move.. I was frozen but after a few minutes, I threw the controller to the ground - Okay now I don't want to play anymore!

I sat up straight as she tried getting out of my grip and Locked my arms tightly around her

- I don't want to know what you're going to do but please.. don't do it here

Did I ever mentioned that my brother is a jackass?

- You're just jealous! - I commented with Demi against my shoulder

- Yeah right

Demi sat straight and we watched Joe playing.

- It's boring without you.. pick up the remote again.. - Joe groaned and I laughed

Demi went to it and sat again in my lap handing me the controller

- You have a mark - she said reaching to my neck

I hugged her by the waist and started playing as she rubbed my neck with her thumbs to take the lipstick mark off

It was good to know that Joe and Demi were good friends. We had a great afternoon just the three of us

We walked to the cafeteria to eat and I noticed that Demi wasn't eating again

I continued eating since Alison and Joe were with us and that would expose Demi's secret.

When the night came, I went to a machine and then walked to the stage.

She walked inside and kissed my head sitting next to me. Her eyes widened as she saw the sandwich in my lap

- Demi..

- Please, no Nick..

I sighed - You gotta eat! Please!..

She leaned her head on her hands - I don't want..

I rubbed her back - You have to..

She sat straight and took the sandwich - Bite after bite.. - she said

I nodded and she unwrapped the sandwich looking at it

I waved my feet looking at the empty arena.

She started eating the sandwich slowly making me relieved.. I hated the fact that she starved herself! I didn't get why! What was the reason?

She finished and I started seeing her eyes water

- What's wrong?!

She started crying - I'm fat!

She reached her eyes and I pulled her to my chest moving the hair off of her face - Come on Demi! You're not fat!

She started to cry a little harder and I took a deep breath.. I held her for a long time until she finally stopped.. she was only sniffing now

I pulled away and she cleaned her eyes

- Look at me

She dropped her hands in her lap and looked up breaking my heart.. I didn't liked to see her cry.. I really didn't

- Please listen to me when I say that you're beautiful

She looked down taking a shaky breath

- I'm not

- Come on Demi! Do I really have to do this?

She looked up confused - Do what?

I chuckled hopping off of my seat going to her front

- I already told you two times how the girl of my dreams is

She shook her head rolling her eyes as I walked closer to her - You are the most perfect person in the entire world for me Demi! You're beautiful.. smart.. thin..

I pulled her chin up so that she was looking at me - You are kind.. funny.. everything! I'm completely overwhelmed by you and we've only been together for less than a month

She looked back down sniffing - The same here..

- Demi.. You have to believe when I say that you're beautiful.. I really mean it!

She looked up with her red puffy eyes and smiled slightly - Don't you trust me? - I asked smirking

- I do..

- Then smile because, that's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen!

She shook her head again putting her hands on my neck - You're amazing - she smiled

- I just want you to be happy.. - I answered shrugging

She kissed me tugging at my hair in the back of my hair and I pushed her back a little. I want her to believe.. Believe in me!