What Will Be (Chibs and Juice)

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The impact from each spank was consistent and firm. Daddy told him he wouldn't be harsh but he would be stern. They needed to make sure Juan got what he needed from this visit, so that hopefully he'd be alright again for a while.

He sat now with his face buried in Daddy's neck, soothing circles being rubbed onto his back. He hadn't been surprised with an orgasm this time like he had before, but he was actually glad.

Sitting here with Daddy in the afterglow, made his chaotic thoughts from before today seem ridiculous. Everything felt so calm and simple here in this lap. He pushed down the anxiety that threatened to bubble inside him when he thought about leaving.

"Yer gettin antsy again. Whas in tha head?" Fillip kissed him sweetly.

Juan shrugged. "Don't want to leave you."

Fillip sighed rubbing his back still.

"I don want ye to leave either." Fillip kissed him at first sweetly, but the kissed became heated with passion.

Small whimpers escaped Juan more often than he wanted them too, Fillip growled in response to each noise he made, pulling him closer still.
Finally they tipped over onto the mattress, Juan maneuvering himself to straddle Fillip. Their lips never parted, hands touching any skin they could find. Juan's pants were still disheveled from before, barely covering his ass and still unfastened. His cock was hard and evident from his open fly, it pressed firmly into Fillips abdomen as he held Juan tightly.

The whimpers turned to a breathy rumble deep in Juan's chest, making the lava in Fillip belly come to a full boil. Having Juan here, hot against him, desperate for his touch was almost enough to make him leave his principles behind and give in. He wanted to feel Juan writhing beneath him, or bouncing on top of him. He wanted his hands to roam freely over his taut body, feel his muscles, he wanted so many things that would have to wait. Their time here was nearing an end, and he refused to let his first time with his beautiful lover be tainted by this horrible prison.

Fillip broke the kiss and turned his head to catch his breath. He placed his hands on Juan's thighs, he could feel the tension in his legs. Juan panted above him, his face snuggled into Fillips chest.

"Thank you Fillip." He breathed out roughly.

Fillip chuckled and kissed Juan's head. "Wha for lad?" He felt a little confused, he'd just turned down Juan's advances...again. He'd braced himself for his disappointment, even yelling like last time, but he was not ready for Thank you.

He felt the smile against him before Juan spoke. Juan sat up and laced his fingers with Fillips. "For stopping us before I lost my control. For doing what you do and taking care of me. -Fillip smiled at him, meeting his big dark eyes.- I would have let you fuck me into the grimy mattress just now, but you knew that wouldn't be good for me. I would have regretted it later."

"Do you have any negative feelings about the spanking?" Fillip asked seriously. Juan shook his head no.
"I think it helped, it's why I'm thinking like a rational person right now and not losing my mind with doubt about your feelings for me."

Fillip tilted his head, which Juan took to mean he needed a little more information.

"You know, like you do that for me because you care for me. You want me, you love me, I know that in your actions and your words. In our short time together you've already helped me understand I can be loved. I can be wanted even if it doesn't involve sex to show it." He smiled down at Fillip.
"I have a long history of not making good decisions for myself, as you know. That is why I chose to let you help me with that, even making some of them for me. Just now you chose to stop us before it escalated. Am I disappointed, of course because I'm horny as hell and I want you so bad I can't stand it. But I'm not angry this time because I get it. I actually mean something, this means something, we mean something and this place isn't where it needs to manifest in full. You'll now when it's the right time and I trust you."

"Thank ye Juan." They shared a sweet kiss before parting again. Fillip patted his leg motioning for him to move off of his body.

"We need to get ready to go. Get yourself put together. I'll straighten up."

It didn't long to get everything in order, so they sat at the little table munching on cookies.

"I'll call and talk to Tig tomorrow alrigh? We'll work out some kind of agreement together for ye. I'll start trying to call ye at least once a week."

Juan fought back tears again, not wanting to leave Fillip. Though he was glad that he had somewhere to go and not be alone.

They sat in a comfortable silence for several minutes until they heard the pounding on the door, and the lock turn.

Fillip pulled Juan into a tight hug and held him there until the guard cleared his throat.

The nasty guard grabbed Juan by the arm and pulled him towards the door, the other guard cuffed Fillip.

"See you soon Fillip." Juan called out as he was led down the corridor.

Tigs eyes lit up when he saw a smiling Juan come into the intake area. He grabbed Juan from the guard roughly and hugged him tighter than he ever really had. Juan was talking but it was muffled by Tigs chest.

"Thank God you're alright. I've been so worried that horrible man was going to do something to you."

Juan kept mumbling but to no avail, Tig wasn't listening. Finally Juan had to wiggle himself free and gasp for breath.

"You almost killed me just now Uncle Tiggy." He smirked.

Tig threw an arm over Juan's shoulder and walked him towards the door. "Never Juan. Tell me about your visit. You're smiling so that's good."