What Will Be (Chibs and Juice)

12

Finally after what felt like forever Fillip came into the living room with him. He brought snacks and sat closely to Juan without closing him in. The movie Juan had cued up had Fillip raise a brow at him. It was a horror movie, with a very specific clown. He knew Juan Carlos had no business watching the movie, Juan or Juice as it were, would probably be fine. It was figuring out who was who that was the trouble. They definitely had to discuss some boundaries and rules.

Fillip took the remote with out question and started the movie. "If ye don like it, or ye get scared we can watch something else. Ye have to communicate with me though. Ye understand?"

"Yeah, I do. Truth is I don't know. Guess you'll have to cuddle me extra tonight huh?"

"Well if it's extra cuddles ye need, ye don have to get em like this. I'll cuddle ye even if yer not scared."

Juan swallowed the lump in his throat, deciding to be brave and do the thing he'd been wanting to do for years. He leaped up quickly and threw a leg over Fillips lap, pushing his body against his straddling the man. "What about these kind of cuddles?" He asked playfully, inside he was shaking and hoping he didn't get rejected. Fillip would come to his senses and throw him to the floor, he just knew it. Instead however he felt firm hands on his hips.

"This kind of cuddle huh? Ye in the right head space for tha? I'm depending on ye right now lovey, to help Daddy learn your patterns."

"I'm learning my patterns Daddy. -his face flushed and he giggled- I like calling you that. Right now this feels okay. Maybe we take it slow though. I mean I'm not a crow eater."

Fillip laughed a deep belly laugh. "Naw ye ain't, are ye? Ye are a naughty little boy though, even if ye aren't bein a wee one."

Juan laughed now, no matter where his head was he was the little one, Fillip was Daddy. He was boss, he'd make the rules, he'd keep him safe. In this moment he was comforted in the safety and reassurance Fillip unknowingly gave him in that statement. The attention he craved and needed was there, whether he felt big or small. His heart felt like it wanted to burst in the overwhelming realization of what he'd agreed too. Not that he was upset or worried, but that the weight finally hit him. In Fillips intended playfulness he let Juan know he was actually into this. The bulge pressing against him helped a little but hey, he was a fan of actions speak louder than words. Fillip Telford was a man of few words.

"I'm your little boy though. Right? Just yours?" He speckled kisses over Fillips neck smiling as he did it.

"Aye love, only mine." Fillip held his hips tighter as he felt teeth against his neck. He involuntarily raised his hips to the feeling, pressing himself against the pressure in his lap.

Juan's heart felt like it would beat out of his chest, he tightened his hands around the other mans neck. He pressed his lips against the other mans, now hungrily kissing him with need. He opened his mouth a little granting entrance. Fillip immediately complied, loosing himself in the sensation of his boy. He placed his hand tightly around his back, and lowered him to the couch hovering over him.

They only parted to breathe, falling back together just as quickly as they parted. Hands were groping, and feeling flesh they hadn't felt before. Juan wigglesdand pulled his shirt over his head, tugging at Fillips. That's when Fillip threw on the breaks. His boy wanted to go slow, despite the urgency of the current situation he would be disrespecting his boys wishes if he proceeded. Even though Juan seemed eager to continue, his pelvis grinding against Fillip for friction, he knew his lover was also one to go along for fear of rejection. He couldn't risk it, not this early in. He sat back on his on heels, running a hand through his hair, and over his face. Juan looked at him, brow crinkled cutely in obvious worry.

"We should slow down, don ye think lad? Needa stop before we get to the point of no return." He breathed heavily trying to catch his breath, his own cock protesting his statement. He rubbed a finger over the lads lip. "Don't worry, ye haven't done anything wrong. I could pin ye to the couch right now. I know that's not what ye want, yer not ready. Hell im not ready to be honest. Ye ain't some one night shag, and I won be treatin ye as such." His brogue became thicker from lust but he saw his lover relax beneath him.

Juan's head felt dizzy with relief as his breathing steadied. Just as he'd predicted, Daddy would guide him in the right direction.