"I'm gonna run ye a bath, help ye settle okay?"
"Fine. So you gonna tell me what happened? I mean I knew something was going on but I didn't expect that." Juice fidgeted removing his clothes.
"Well I'll tell ye what ye need to know. Thas it." Fillip muttered as he added some bubbles into the water.
Juan was down to his underwear and standing awkwardly with his arms wrapped around him. He wasn't sure what to do. Being in Charming made everything seem risky.
Finally Fillip spoke, rescuing him from his thoughts.
"Ye wan me to stay or leave ye alone?""STAY!" Juan blurted out without thinking. Any time he could spend with Fillip he'd take. His face flushed and he felt the heat rise inside him.
Fillip only chuckled and nodded, sitting on the step that led into the garden tub. "Well come on with ye then."
Juan blushed more if that were even possible and pulled his shorts off. He was embarrassed to be standing there naked in front of Fillip. It wasn't a bad feeling though, he liked the feeling of his eyes on him, feeling exposed and vulnerable. He slowly stepped into the hot water, Fillips hands helped guide him so he didn't fall. When he sank into the water he couldn't help the moan he let out from how good it felt.
"'S good? Ye just soak here and I'll grab ye a towel. I'm sure ye have something here to sleep in."
Juans eyes popped open and he sat up in the tub. "I get to sleep here?"
Fillip was slightly shocked by his response, he was also bothered that his partner suddenly felt like he shouldn't stay.
"Is there a reason ye shouldn't? Yeve stayed so many times."
Juan looked down at the water and shook his head no. "I-I jus-just didn't w-want to cause trouble." He stuttered, flooding with shame.
"Tha's not gonna cause trouble ye numpty. Ye can stay here anytime ye wan too."
Juan nodded.
"Now lay back and relax 'fore I have to spank ye for being hardheaded."
Now Juan grinned his famous grin and his cheeks turned red again. Fillip grabbed a towel and came back over to the tub. "Ye silly wee lad. Would ye feel better for real if I did spank ye? Just for the hell of it?"
Juan nodded enthusiastically. "Wouldn't be for the hell of it Fillip. It'd be to remind me who is boss."Now Fillip smirked at him playfully. Juan could feel himself getting hard, the temperature of the water was more noticeable against his sensitive flesh. He was thankful the tub was deep enough and with the bubbles that Fillip couldn't see it.
"I see. Ye need to be over my lap to remember where ye belong?" He was teasing but he used a more stern tone.
Juan shyed a little more but his eyes sparkled deviously. "I think it would help... sir."Fillip poured a cup of water over his head chuckling. The tone of Juan's voice when saying the word, "sir" made Fillips stomach flip around a little.
"Oooo breaking out a "sir" now huh?"Juan smiled proudly, also sighing into the feeling of Fillips fingers massaging his scalp as he worked the shampoo through his thick hair.
"Did it help?""I'd say it helped. So being serious, I've noticed ye seem more unsure of what to do around me since we got back. Just relax and do what feels natural. I know we have to be careful at the club right now, but in our homes... Juan." He poured more water to rinse out the shampoo, and kept talking. "I am your partner. What did ye call it... um... "boyfriend"- he teased- more than that, I am yer dominant, right?"
Juan nodded, trying not to get soap in his mouth.
"Yer my submissive, my lad. When ye wan to be, yer my lil one. Daddy's lil boy. Right?"
Juan shivered. Fillip was right, that was what they'd talked about, agreed too. It's what not only he wanted, both of them wanted. Needed even.
He nodded. Fillip sat the cup down and grabbed a small hand towel to dry his eyes with."Look at me lad." Juan turned his face to look Fillip in the eye.
"We can establish a routine for everyday, and a routine for when we have to be apart. Something to help ye get into yer role. Will that be good?""Yes please. I need boundaries, guidelines, rules even, something black and white to hold on to against the grey in the world we live in."
"Ye really think a spanking would help with tha? Not just because ye find it fun?" He arched his brow at Juan now still smiling.
"Of course it's fun if I'm not in trouble, but that doesn't mean it can't be helpful. I mean I guess it doesn't have to be every time but it would really help." Juan was teasing but he was very serious.
He was struggling with knowing when to do what in Charming. It was too grey, he didn't want to do the wrong thing and if Fillip displayed his dominance it would for sure clear the blurred lines for him. Even if he wasn't spanked every time, having a routine to get into the right mindset would help him. He wanted to be good, he wanted to obey, he wanted to just not have to worry. He hoped Fillip understood, that he could make him understand.
Fillip rinsed off his body now, Juan was so inside his head he hadn't even noticed that he'd been washed. Fillip pulled the stopper he was talking but Juan didn't really hear anything he said. He felt cold, and the lights were too bright, he couldn't focus and the room was too small. He collapsed into Fillips arms upon standing and the room went black.
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What Will Be (Chibs and Juice)
FanfictionAmidst trying to turn the club legit and the police medaling in their affairs the club will have many ups and downs. Chibs and Juice find creative ways to handle the stress and bide their time. Will they ever leave Charming? Will the club pull toget...